Thursday, December 23, 2010

Nab Nab! :D

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Thursday, November 4, 2010

Latest Updates of My Life Status! =)

Good news :: Exam will be over soon!! next week Tuesday!! Yippieeee!~
* And ok la, leave aside NFNF2252 and NFNF2074, other papers i think i did ok la... =) And I am Happy!! cos i want to go Zoo, genting, Shopping, meeting old frenziee! XD

Bad News :: No WORK!!!
( I nd Money! i want the Esprit Unique Elegant bracelet Watch which cost about 1/7 th of my semester scholarship!)
I want it soooo badly!! :)) -Now i wanna be a millionaire! Not to stand next to Oprah in the Forbes but cos i want that Esprit watch! ;)-

So JOB Hunting mission is ON as Of Today! XD

( read my specially prepared resume! )

>> Who want to hire me? Im 20 years old, single but not available, A+ blood type, healthy, not too talkative, lazy to wake up early in morning!! the most important is my brain can function well only in certain conditions.. and i dun like crowded place.. Money not my main goal! i just want experience! But of cors i want my salary althou not that much! ;) i prefer office, bookstore, lab, study environment to work in! I dun like CrowDED place! :) <<

So any Jobs for meeeeeeeeeeeee???
Did i pass the interviewwww?? ;) Contact me! Haha..

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Oh YES! I am ALive! :)

Wahh! Life has never been this busy before... With bundles of assignments, reports to do... Plus... A lot of books to read its very hard for my brain to think of something other than EXAMS! Hehe..
STRESS!!! Yeah No doubt! but thats what u need to overcome in order to gain success rite? I really decided to put my brain for MAXIMUM use for the next 4 years of my degree... And for the AFTER-DEGREE Life! Haha.. I think i will ENJOY My Job! So yeah! I think i have stop complaining! Except for the fact that we stil have to do the Community Service things... And Soon the course where we need to do all the administration, organisation stuff.. Seriosly! With 8 subjects, in less than 5 months... But YEAH i am STILL ALIVE okie! ;>

And yeah my mind alwis lost the ideas of what to be written here.. But when i met my old friends, u noe how much chaos we've caused! haha. Seriosly 72 hours of travelling from one fren to anotherz house! Of cors, having lots of frens really a great thing! u can experienced various things and encounter different CHALLENGES cos of cors human are different! ;) Hehe..

Lets talk about raya soon.... :) How was UR Raya Everyone?
Hope u enjoy! Selamat Hari Raya! =)

Signing out now... --> ME! :D

Monday, August 30, 2010

Malam Merdeka!

This is Malaysia.. 53rd year of Independence! ;)
to be exact Malaysia formed only for 47 years.. 1957 for Persekutuan Tanah Melayu! Hehe..

Actually i forgot that today is 31st August.. U see, I've been busy preparing for exams.. And seriosly my 2nd year is no any better than 1st year.. With 9 subjects, just imagine how much hell i go through, how many pages i have to flipped open in a day to read.. Gr.. no wonder my eyesight consider as awful! ;) Plus, this is EXAMS Week... So other than FB and Yahoo Mail, i really dont remember other things or exposed to any kind of entertainment/news! i just read books ok! ;) Hehe.

OK now lets brag about Merdeka.. One thing for sure, merdeka is a global thing.. It has sooo broad meaning to be describe in words.. But one thing for sure, merdeka doesn't mean "LOSING COMMITMENTS!" or "Let go of things" or "FREED From anything"... OK i know my words like not making any sense rite now... Believe me if u read one genre of books, in my case, science stuff, ur vocabulory will be limited to science field... I cant understand what Shakespeare said, soo i dunno how to use his words in describing things! Haha.. See i gt lost again..

Ermm i think will continue writing soon.. ;) And duh, i have one more blog at ... *where where?* Its mostly about My Music, My Idols... Basically all about Kpop, Jpop! :) Hehe.. Mostly on Jung YUnho! Haha.. So i normally updates stuff there! Under different names... ;)

Btw, for those of u who doesn't know... I already changed my FB username to ---> Miszc Jung Sap! haha.. Cheeky rite? but cant deny.. Im sooo In LOVELOVELOVE with Jung yunho! :) I know and understand perfectly well that we both wont ever be together, but hallooo... let me enjoy my dream for a while! ^^ Take care and have a good rest everyone...

Thursday, July 29, 2010

random! (3)

words is words to some people. U simply talk, simply said this n that, simply promising but u have no courage to do anything, do u? really pissed me off.. seriosly, next time don't promise me anything if u can't do it ok? it's not the first time. and everytime u just make it as though it's nothing. and u don't feel guilty huh? i can do it on my own. and i can make it faster if u don't give ur sweet talk and act like u can do many things when in fact u din do anything.. i really emo rite now! Grr, why must i meet someone like u! Haizz..

This is it!

Just imagine this..... U know the truth about something yet u act sooo (imsorryforusingthisword) stupidly and be ignorant to do what's best about it..

take this as example la...

U know that smoking is bad.. U do know (thou without proper and high science educations) that smoking has terrible effects on ur health as well as people around u.. and u do know that a cigarette contains more than 4000 dangerous chemicals which with one inhalation may shorten ur lifetime by 6 mins.. but why are u still smoking??? Goshh what the heck! i dun mind u killing urself k? but think of ur kid a.k.a fetal + ur wife! Grr, seriosly u want ur baby to have some mental deformation izit? or u want ur wife to suffer from some serios respiratory illness by sitting near them and smoke!?

When GOD is soo KIND and generous for giving human a superbly-efficient-most-complex-wonders-most-developed-nervous system a.k.a brain + the ability to think and differentiating the fahey cts and the reality of something but yet human act so ignorant and do wateva they pleased with life! u dun have to be Einstein to think ok? cosss u just have to throw away ur ignorance and be more concern about others! yeah i wud call that man selfish for doing that! seriosly what the heck he's thinking! super annoying! and wifey, please.. no matter how much u respect ur hubby u shud be more concerned in taking care of ur health! just shove him away from u! like seriosly... i wud do that if that guy is my uncle or relatives!

One more thing i really wonder.. not out of curiosity but i really find this weird.. This : "A health practitioner's duty is to sustain a healthy environment and lifestyle of mankind. Plus, they need to work hard with all the professional skills and knowledges they get from years of study and implying it to provide proper and better health to human population!" (well said huh?) but like seriosly, why u spend 6-7 years of studying about diseases, epidemio, athemiology of diseases plus studying physiologic aspects of human body (alongtimeoflifespentonreadingsuperduperlythickbooks) but u kind of wasting it by doing things like say SMOKING!! gosh it is really super-duperly-annoying-and-extreme-idiotic-for-any-medical-practtioner-or-students to smoke! really i did think that way! i dun despised or look down at u guys but halloooo u above all person must know more and understand more about this ok! whats the use of u giving advices to 1000 patients regarding their health, participate in "NO Tobacco Campaign", learning about the consequences of diseases, reading thousands of journals when u wasting it stupidly by smokinG! *gash im super mad huh?*

And yeah i really agreed, totally agreed with my dean! he and all my lecturers have the same view about this! like seriosly, if u really appreciate ur career, ur effort and ur knowledges u will not do this.. And above all, i really cant believed that (lets focus in malaysia), that 4% of smokers population in Malaysia are women! to be exact women of age 20-35 years old! like WTH!! :( Its a drastic increase girls... and why u need to smoke girls? TOP reasons : diet, stress, the so called 'human-instincts-to-try-on-things'! WTH! U know the consequence later on? especially for pregnancy?? There alots of healthier way of dieting, of relieving stress than that ok! u can do much better but.... haiz this is no goood ok! smoking can develop TOLERANCE! its the same as drug addiction.. little by little ur tolerance build stronger... and there the story goes on!

soo people pleaz pleaz pleaz la be more aware of this kind of things! if i nag at u guys bou this pleaz dun be mad or ter'sentap' with me k coss u noe 'where i stand on'! n yeah, i will seriosly nag and super-showing-u-annoying-look ok! believe me! i will! those ppl who had experience bou this dun expect me to change k? like seriosly i nag at my dad till he wont smoke at home unless im asleep or far away from me! im not trying to pretend wana better health in this degree of world population.. but this is my right ok! soo i have every right to voice out my opinion and to stand for my right of having better health!

Like seriosszly!

*pss : sorry for the use of some harsh words while writing!

bla bla bla again! v4

The MICE is scaryyy.. It nearly bite me! and nearly jumped onto me!! Euhhh scary!

Luckily ends up well... Haiz im controlling my phobic now! its really.... Hope i wont have to encounter the same 'species' again next time... Mice mice..

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Random! (2)

Im sooooooooooooooo dead!

Dealing with my patient : the non-anasthetised mice a.k.a RATTT!!

Oh godd please please.. I hope it won't jump on me..
or screech.. bite me... or watsoeva!!
Im a bit nervous now!

Why cant i get human as my patient!
Geez now i have to inject some drugs on that mice!!
Grr, the scariest lab i'll ever attend!!

hope things went well tmlo!!
Hope i won't throw up! Or worst...... FAINT!

nite niteeeeeeeeeeee! =)

Tuesday, July 27, 2010


I need a 'stress reliever'!! Huhu.. YAKSS! I dun want medicine.. I want something else... something something refreshing, lively and calming! Duh, not aromatherapy of corssz.. any suggestions?? Goshhh after 3 weeks studying, struggling, doing assignment i think my brain has broke down now.. not malfunction but becomes slower in action!! Gush gushh!! I cant sleep! thou i feel so sleepy and tired.. dun ask me to take any sleeping pills! No tranquiliizers! i dun wana be drugs-dependent person! i need something else!! Ohh GOD please help me find it out!! I dunno what i want! But as i said : I need something refreshing, lively and calming! But what cud that be?? Haiz curiosss!

Omo Health : don't leave me! OMO Brainy, please work more efficiently! Omo TIME : Please dun run out! Omo HOPE : Dun let me down! OMO Life : Help me live the best!

Week 3 @ UKM! XD

What else can i say.. I never been this super-extremely-busy! Yes i haven't been back home. And i have lots of work to do.. alot of assignments.. plus revising! Study getting tougher, alot of memorising and reading! hehe. i seldom online-ing now! eyh i mean i have not been chatting with dearie chatters for almost 3 weeks now! ohhh sometyme at FB, for awhile ony! hehe. Goshh i keep online-ing, browsing net for academics purposes ony! See, im soooo good girl ne!? ;) Hehe.

Btw, today! Haissz i think my labs today was really really terrible.. and yeah, i super BLUR today for TF lab! goshhh... see they gave us manual with super short instructions and its in Malay!! halooo... okie i am malaysian k? and i can understand of corse. just the thing is u noe how hard it is to interpret n actually understand all the Malay-scientific-terms when for years we've been studying it in english! and genius did it ok? they created a highly-tech machine but they only gave us a short instructions in handling, but OMGeeee, seriossly im not that good in mechanical things ok. so at the end, i have to ask the lab assistant, lecturer for 2,3 times before i managed to get it done. and hell yeah! we have to do like 5 amali within 2 hours 30 mins! like seriosly,5 groups.. and 1 machine for each amali must use for 20 mins and.. ok it took about 40 mins for one group, and goshhhh im the last person to leave the lab today! eyhhh hyperbola plaks. haha. im among the last 10 person leaving. haissz.. it never happened before,. im awis the top 10 first completed the experiments! but now, i created a new record!!

Hais haisz my idioticity conquering me now! why must i complaining all this huh? grrr... let go let go.. and this thursday it'll be the most challenging in my entire life.. pharmacology lab!! Huhu. not becos of the complexity of the human system or the toughness of this subject.. but it's becossss we have to .......... conduct a test..... to study.... pharmacokinetics and onset of actions..... of drugs..... on............ animals...... its not the cute puppy, nor the lovely kitty! its R.A.T! RAT! RAT! RAT! *please dun tell me u dunno what kind of animal is that cos i surely will campak u tu lautan hindi!* haha. its an animal that i hated... that i feel sooo euhhhh.... and i dunno whether i can handle it... Ok let me stress on!! its not the rat which been anasthetised.... its the fully concious rat! fully conscious... hell yeah, that means it can move... and it can walk.. it can screech! it can jump on me... it can bite meeeeeeeeeeee! HUAHHHHH Save me!!!

talking about it makes me wanna throw up now..... Huhu.... i hope i can do well without vomitting or worst fainted in the lab!! Aigoo, god god please bless me!!

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Feel Like It!

New mission!

I really have to concentrate on my studies now! 8 subjects.. too much to handle!
alot to read.. alot of classes to attend to!! Hushh really not much free timeee! i super damn stress now.. but ermm boleh la kan? Living in the 10th floor, haha, i can scream my lungs out wheneva i feel like it! and i really do! its fun, really!! Hehe. After screaming, i feel refreshed and can focus more. Aigoo, how many more things to read. i need to read all this thick books! But *sigh* *sigh*.. gambateh Capu! =) u sure can make it.. XD

And counting down... i still have 3 more years left to finish my degree programme. and after that, i'll start working! Be a qualified pharmacist! haha. i dun really think of what im gonna do.. but maybe work in hospital, clinical area first for some experience. afterward, maybe either continue in Master programme (wah besar ek cita-cita!) Hehe. Or i think im interested in industrial! WOW so cool man! i cant imagine! ;) hehe. In a blink of eyes, im entering my 20s world! Hwaiting to me and to all of u guys! Be a great man n succeed in things u do! XD ~

U dun have to be richest.. U dun have to own the biggest corporation in the world! but u have to have abig and warm heart, a hand that could warm others and a life that benefits others! ;)

pss : i havent been back home for 1 week+ now! missy missy everyone!

Saturday, July 24, 2010

La La La La.. (part 2)

finally its over! Ermm nope its not that.. my life still super-hectic-busy-stressful as always.. but Hari Interaksi finally over! Yippie!~ So does my JOB! Haha. Know what? Im the event photographer! haha. OH the luckiest thing, i get to hold a new Sony T-series camera! Erm i forgot the model but it super duper amazingly-beautiful PINK Camera! haha. I just SYOK je using it! haha. Ohh no not the usual.. i din take my pics k? I took the event pics! haha.

Its super dead tiring and im sweating like hell! But ok la kan kan? And i conquer PA System!!! Sapura de songs ek? Di MTV @ KTSN! haha. Ok, OKEYS i need to TOPUP my Sleep! niteys!! :D

I DO! (Westlife)

I'm ready to begin this journey
Well I'm with you with every step you take
And we've got a whole lifetime to share
And I'll always be there
Darling this I swear

So please believe me
For these words I say are true
And don't deny me
A lifetime loving you
And if you ask will I be true
Do I give my all to you
I will say I do

So come on
Just take my hand
Oh come on
Lets make a stand for our love
But I know this is so hard to believe
So please

So please believe me
All these words I say are true
And don't deny me
A lifetime loving you
And if you ask will I be true
Do I give my all to you

And if you ask will I be true
Do I give my all to you

Then I will say I do….

Psss :: Im super in love......... with this song! ;)


Official announcements to make : I AM OFFICIALLY 20! <3
Haha.. Get it? im officially 20 years old now! To be exact, 20 years + 2 days old! Haha.

What a super duper 20th birthday i have last two days..
What? Expecting a grand celebration? Haha. In your dreams..
Ok this is what i did on the 22nd of july 2010 - for 24 hours!

Lectures : 8am - 1 pm
Lab : 2pm - 4.30 pm
Reach home around 7! Bath and i super duperly tired and sleep for 4 hours.
wake up at 11 to online and study and do assignment. and yeah mmg super 'SYOKS' la rite? ;) hehe.

Like seriosly i have no time at all nak lepaks! FOCUS babe focus!

Thanks for the wishes guys! Haha. Ada yg sangat EMO wish, ada yg sangat Memorable n significant wish and ada 'LOVE CONFESSION' wish! OMG! Hahaha.

I guess 20 years of CUTENESS and TALKATIVENESS Really have significant and huge effect ne? ;) Hehe. Thanks thanks~! i'll be living a life of 20s for 10 years from now on! Wish me luck and alwis forever love! =)

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Back To UKM!

After 2 months holiday! Ermm not exactly 2 months.. hehe. dengan keberanian skip few activities! time passes real fast ne? Mana tau sudah mahu kembali ke UKM! :)

My new home : Plaza Rah! =) This is not a five-star condo/apartment! but still i think quite OK what! Better than last year! Haha, and the best thing is it is soo damn near to my faculty + KL Main City! Haha. Shopping complex la tu! i have the Master Bedroom all for myself!! Weee... Everything for me! N will shop for my house! ;) Hehe.

Guess what... Im soo into house cleaning! I cleaned the house on saturday! All by myself! of corz my dad keep complaining ask me to clean here n there.. But finally, i 'scold' him coss i ter'HIT' my head! Agak kuat menyebabkan otakku Malfunction sepanjang hari! Waka waka.

A new beginning for 2nd year/ 3rd semester... My mission : Of corz nak naikkan pointer!! OH soo going to die.. 8 subjects!! I hope i can do well! 'Watashi wa Saizen O Tsukushimasu!' =) Gambateh! +Hehe.. Oh i need to be smart la kan? Must be more strict dalam 'penyertaan aktiviti'! Haha. What kind of act? Mesti la external punya. ;) Less movies, less shopping! Everything must be less, less and less! :)

apapun, start tmlo! I hope i can wake up early! This is all becos of World Cup Final! Don't blame me please, its all becos FIFA scheduled the final on 12th july, 2.30am (Malaysia)! Huhu. Gamabteh Netherlands! =) Hehe. I know Paol predict Spain will win but Hwaiting Netherlands! Germany i love u for the dramatic and super fun games last nite! Geez, almost had a heart attack tapi the fact is : I love Muller! <3

Tuesday, July 6, 2010


Realitinya ttg seorang ni.. Bakal graduate pada August 2013! Dari sebuah University kat KL! ;) Hehe. Jauh sgt kan rumah seorang ni dengan University ni.. Dalam 1 jam boleh sampai la kalau KL tu tak jam! ;) Haha. Kira July ni 2nd year.. WOW, seorang ni senior babe!! Dengar cite course seorang ada 23 boys for first year.. Aigoo, i taknak junior buddy k? Huhu. Tapi nak juga stalk junior!! Haha.

Apapun tadi seorang ni fikir, what actually my aim ek? what exactly i wana do! haiz, seorang ni agak confuse la.. ermm cehh sudah tiada masa untuk seorang jadi confuse ok? u just have to stay coll, study bebaik and teruskan sampai u grad! lagi 3 years je.. lagipun, kalau u quit, siapa nak bayar rm250K pada JPA tu!! :(

soo motif sy adalah menasihati seorang ni supaya jangan fikir lagi soalan "kenapa aku belajar course ni ek?".. actually seorang ni dia tiada matlamat nyata dalam hidup. maybe rezeki dia kot, dia agak success dalam study. tapi susah juga kalau success n excel tapi u dunno what exactly u wana do!! its really sucks rite? cos u tau tapi u confuse.. tapi apapun seorang ni dia belajar je course dia sekarang cos dia tak tahu nak buat apa. n dia tgk dia boleh belajar, so dia teruskan lah.. tapi dalam hati, actually dia tiada passion utk bidang ni. dia takde sepenuhnya concern la.. haiz cane nak cakap ek? herm basically, dia belajr cos bapa dia suh dia jadi doctor, tapi dia tak suka subject anatomy. tapi sebab parents dia ada harapan tu pada dia, maka dia study la.. bukan medic la, tapi still medic-related kan? hehe. just lebih into chemistry je.. haiz haiz seorang, just keep the faith k? study bebaik and selamat berjaya! =)

Saturday, July 3, 2010

sembang awal pagi!

LOL boleh tak kalau saya taknak balik Uni.? Ermm macam pendek je cuti kan? Macam stress gila hidup ni kan? Huhu. nak cuti, nak cuti, nak cuti lagi.......... :( Mengapakah aku membesar begitu cepat! Sungguh menakutkan..

Lately, busy.. Busy gila.. watching World Cup matches! And tolong kawan edit story dia. Hehe. tanpa disedari, ada gak talent ku dalam bidang penulisan ek ek? ;) Saje je masa lapang, bukan ada payment pun.. tapi baca cerita pengarang tak bertauliah ni actually lagi best dari baca novel kat pasaran! Hehe. takde la sehebat Harry Potter tapi lebih high class and syok la dari baca novel novel Malaysia yang lain! Haha.

OK busy dengan fanfiction gak! Hehe. Its YunJae craziness again!! haha. i love YunJae k? I love cassies! Haha. Dah macam syok gila kan kan? Selain buku yang penuh fakta-fakta science dan segala ke'scientific' knowledge-an, hehe.. i love all fiction! Story memang cekap! Haha. Ini antara minggu terakhir.. So matlamat ku pada minggu ini : habiskan membaca semua siri fanfic yg ter'listed' dalam MUST-READ-FanFic! :) Hehe.

HoMin makin cool ek? JYJ : u makin Hot la. Haha. Erm Sunao Ni Narenakute telah tamat dengan rasminya. Sekarang, waiting for SungKyunKwan dan paradise Meadow! Haha. Hwaiting!! :)

Yeah im so happy cos Germany won last nite! Against Argentina.. Hwaiting Germany! Hope to see you in Final! Love Klose! Love Podolski gak! Ohh i support Netherlands too k? Pressie u fweaking HOT la.. Buat i drooling je tgk u! Haha.. Ooops stalk jejaka tampan n HOT plak kan sepanjang World Cup ni? ;) Hehe. Spain pun ada ramai yang HOT HOT! Hehe. Ohh ampuni aku.. Hehe.

Final stage preparation before balik Uni! ---> Shopping! :D

Psss : Diucapkan selamat pulang ke universiti masing-masing kepada Aiman n Ekin! Juga kepada Lynda n Leena.. kepada teman-teman yang dah di Uni selamat berjaya! Kepada Juniorku walau tak sekampus tapi i'll make sure u akan jumpa i juga! Haha. Selamat berjuang!

Watashiwa Saizen o Tsukushimasu! Gambateh ne!? Hwaiting! =)

Monday, June 28, 2010

Cassiopeia : The Witness Of Our Journey

Cassiopeia! <3>

is a constellation in the northern sky. It was one of the 48 constellations listed by the 2nd century Greek astronomer Ptolemy, and it remains as one of the 88 modern constellations today! [ref : wikipedia ]


Everytime u miss me,
Everytime u're longing for me.,
Take a look at the northern night sky,
Search for the five brightest stars,
Because i'll always be there for you,
Witnessing YOUR Journey...


Sunday, June 27, 2010

In Random...

[ Love is the only force capable of transforming an enemy into a friend! ]
- Martin Luther King Jr. -

[You come to love not by finding the perfect person,

but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.] -Sam Keen-

[Love is much like a wild rose, beautiful and calm,
but willing to draw blood in its defense.] -Mark Overby-

[Love is a fire. But whether it is going to warm your heart, or burn down your house,
you can never tell.]

It may take a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone,
an hour to love someone... But it takes a lifetime to forget someone!

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Hungary ..

Hogy vagy ? [How are you]

Jol! :) [ I am fine ]

Koszonom.. [ Thank u ]
Szivesen ;) [ u r welcome ]

cica/macska.. guess what?
eg : i have 6 cicak at Home!
cica means wat? cicak means what?
pss : its hungarian okie? :)

Sapura is cute! =) ... >> en is..

!! Hianyzol Yunho-sama.. =) [Haha. IMY! XD ]


gundel palacsinta! -------> Pancake with Gundel style! ** Haha.
# Gundel style : a very famous, celbrated Hungarian chef!

and lets learn all the GOOD **** ..

Good morning! : jo reggelt!
Good afternoon! : jo estet!
Good evening! : Jo napot!
Good nite! : jo ekszakat

hahaha. Happy nite. learning new language. :>
* tats all for now! *


Thursday, June 24, 2010

Love, Wise, Beauty and Wealth!

In a beautiful island, as in other place, there‘s a population of human living there. This is where the story of 4 friends begun. They are best friends, more like brothers. They have known each other since a small kid (wearing diapers maybe! Haha^^). The four friend : Love, Wealthy, Wise and Beauty. Like other people they still have differences in between but still they can get along with one another. Their closeness are well known to the whole island.

Until one time, when disaster hits the island! Disaster causes chaos. Almost all the land area on the island covered with water. All the houses and building are destroyed. People are trying to save their lives from the disaster and so the four friends.

Love trying to save herself from the disaster to. She was separated from her family as well as her friend. In her way, she feel relieved of meeting Wealthy! Wealth has a boat, which is full with her treasure : gold, money, jewelleries, money. The boat is big enough for 4 people to sit in. So Love ask, “Wealthy, can i go with u please. Please help me!”. Wealthy replied, “Im sorry, Love. I cant take u along. If i do that, i have to throw away my treasure. Im sorry i cant help you!”. Wealth gone away, leaving the sad Love behind.

Then, Love keep on pacing till she found Beauty! One more time, she feel happy seeing her friend. Beauty has a boat too. “Beauty, help me please. I want to get in your boat”. Beauty said, “I cant my dear. I have to swim in this dirty water to save you and get you in this boat. If i get dirty, i will look ugly and no longer beautiful”. And beauty left.

Love felt so disappointed and heartbreaking. But she still move on, trying her hardest to save herself too. She walks and swims till she met her other friend Wise. “Wise, you are my last hope. Can i get in your boat? Can we leave this place together?”. Seeing Love make Wise happy, but he replied, “I’m sorry my dear, Love! I cant take u along with me. The wave is coming to my way. And you will definitely die if u come with me. Move on, walk on the bridge, Love. At the end there, u will meet more people and u will meet one person there who will help u to leave this island safely.” Then Wise go away too, Love feel so sad but she strengthen her will of moving on. Love hesitates but she decided to follow what Wise told her to do. She walk till the end of the bridge, when a guy come to her and bring her along with him. He took Love away from disastrous area to a beautiful place.

Love is in the new island now. She feel grateful of her savior. There’s a lot of people here too. She didn’t meet her saviour. She keep searching for her friend, family.. As she walks on the island, she saw a familiar figure not far away from her, waving happily. Love feel so happy and she run and hugs him. Its Wise! J love asked, “Wise, who is the man that saved me there? Do u know him? I can’t find him here!”. “Love”, said Wise. “The man who saved u from the disaster is Time!”. Love asked, “Time?”. “Yes, love. It’s Time. Only Time can reveal the truth and only Time can saved you that time!”. “Why?”, said Love. “Its because only Time can helps us understand the real meaning of Love”. =)

Love is a necessity in our life. Love brings us the happiness and hope in life. Sometimes in our journey, we get blinded by Wealth and Beauty, but Time will help us realise the real meaning of Love, and Life! Be WISE, who knows how to appreciate Love and know how to live this Life wisely! :) Wealth and beauty won't last forever! So be a human full with Love and Wise! <3

credit : livia @ LiveJournal! ;)

She's my online friend. Haha.

Hanya Memuji!

Pejam celik pejam celik cuti 2 bulan yang dianugerahkan kepadaku akan tamat dalam masa 2 weeks lagi. Haiz. susah betul kan jadi orang dewasa!? Eyhh bukan la dewasa sangat just besar sikit je.

Maksudnya, erm kena buat keputusan sendiri, belajar erti kehidupan. bila dah pandai memikirkan baik buruk sesuatu perkara. Nak menggapai bintang bukannya mudah kan? Paling stress cos tanpa disedari ramai orang ada high expectations on us! :)

Stress bukan perkara kecik la.. Banyak sgt komitmen, banyak sgt perkara yang kita perlu penuhi. Dulu masa kecik kita nak jadi besar. Konon sebab nak buat keputusan sendiri. Nak berdiri atas kaki sendiri.. Nak hidup sendiri. nak FREEDOM! Cos taknak OUR Parents asyik control je hidup kita.. Persetankan semua itu, sebab kini aku rasa i wanna get back to OLD times. Di mana walaupun kita hidup sendiri, tapi DULU semua keputusan orang a.k.a Mummy-Daddy buat untuk kita. Kalau kesilapan berlaku di tengah jalan, kita takde rasa apa. Sebab 99% its not our responsibility. Kalau budak 6 tahun bunuh orang pun, kita cakap "BUDAK-BUDAK"! :D

Aku takde la nak balik zaman dulu sebab nak bunuh orang. Tapi kalau aku dapat satu peluang untuk putar balik masa, aku nak turn back ke suatu masa yg mana walau beban bertimbun, i miss that time. macam mana marah pun, aku HAPPY sebab waktu itu aku tak kenal politik dunia. Aku tak nak kisah ttg pergolakan politik, ttg individualisme. ttg kepahitan hidup. eyh sorry ini bukan emo! haha. Tapi dulu kita berlandaskan Trust and Honesty! kita taknak pikir hal lain sebab kita tahu masa terus berlalu and jangka masa itu semakin pendek! So setiap saat kita cuba enjoy! Apa-apa hal pun, kita dapat selesai dengan baik. No matter how big the probz is, we still can solve it together.. Sebab... "Kita Kan Kawan". :)

OKIE saya minta maaf, sebab tiada niat untuk berEMO atau meng'EMO' kan orang! ;) Saya just tulis apa yg terpacul kat otak.. Eyh eyh semalam terserempak dgn Guru Displin saya masa kat MGS dulu! Haha. Happy juga la, cos beliau adalah cikgu FAV masa sekolah.. Dia sayang saya. Haha. Walaupun saya sikit nakal! ;) Hehe. Tapi guess what she said? "Erm sapura, BM u dah pelik ek? Dah lama tak bercakap ke?" Hahaha. OH ya tuan-puan, itu yang beliau tanya kepada saya. Haha. Tengok bila saya cakap saya kurang cakap korang tak percaya. tgk apa Guru Displin cakap pada saya. Ada percaya sikalang? Hahaha. :)

* Sedang menonton Sunao Ni Narenakute dan Kimi Ga Ireba! Haha.

Monday, June 21, 2010

Friday, June 18, 2010

bebel lagi ;>

lately aku rasa sgt addicted nak menulis.. rasa gatal je tangan. banyak benda nak tulis.. oops, ditegaskan bukan pasal medicines, or benda-benda science ni k? huhu. its all about me, you, i, us! haha. apakah? lupakan sj. sekarang 2.48am (waktu malaysia) and sikittttttttttt pun aku tak rasa ngantok.. going to PD! Pray for me. and wish to see 'YAL' back after i come back! bye babez! :)

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Bebel saya! :)

Kya!!~ Im super duper bored rite now.. and i have all the free time in the world to be wasted! haha. and F.y.i, i dah amos 2 months tak buka any books.. i mean academic books! LIKE Serioszly!? yarh im super seriosz.. Haha.

Tahu tak apa budak yang 'Genius' ni buat!? haha Korang tak tahu kan kan kan??
Ermmm... i spend the whole time baca komi/manga, watch anime/movies.. download MV! hehe.. and takle blah im reading fanfiction!! Haha.. Oops tahu tak apa benda tu? Fanfiction itu fiction la written by fans. mostly korean, japan, taiwanese fans! haha. macam aku, tak tulis.. im very BAD in writing.. but yeah, i read alot. i can read for hours without feeling bored.. haha. n some of it really GOOD actually. they can make it into books. no guarantee that they can get as much as JK Rowling does. but yeah, i think ramai orang akan beli. Like me! haha. kalau komik Doraemon pun ramai orang beli.


Layan aja saya. Haha.

And paling best aku STALK Jejaka jejaka idaman! OMO baby baby.. memang i stalk them .. siang malam, each single news bou them! tapi distresskan, i know the difference k? ahaha. difference apa.. ah, ini kita kena figure out! haha.

paling best kena stalk -----> JUNG YUNHO!! :)
* drool, nosebleed **
yeah itu jejaka saya, dari dulu, kini dan ... yal boleh la search tth Yunho-sshi kat intenet. he's super famous, gorgeous wokie! ;) and antara mangsa yg lain : Kim Jaejoong, Max Changmin, Xiah Junsu, Micky Yoochun, Yonghwa CN Blue., HyunJoong! :P

So nampak nama-nama diatas?

tahu tak siapa aku paling C-I-N-T-A!!? hehe.

** Yeah, cinta itu buta. n ye sy akui ini dongeng sahaja.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

I LOVE Tutti Fratelli!

Sebenarnya baru balik dari sebuah camp..

Eyhh correction.. To be precise, camp yg aku attend tu officially over saturday nite! bahangnya masih terasa. terasa yg tahap gaban la..

camp yang aku gi ni memang lain dari camp yang lain la.. maksudnya dari camp-camp yg aku pernah attend. walau sehebat mana pun camp lain yg aku pergi, but still this camp is the best camp for me!! the best of the best.. nak tahu kenapa? Hehe. Simple! Cosz My Heart, My Mind & My Soul, its here!! (Oops macam lagu DBSK plaks) Di Kem Tutti Fratelli.. I LOVE Tutti Fratelli! =) 'All Men Are Brothers'..~

Kalau nak ikutkan, dah lima belas tahun kem ni dianjurkan. and aku, sudah 5 tahun bersama kem ni. to be exact 4 of TFi camps ive attended. coss 08 kena masuk matriks so 2 weeks before camp i dah kena masuk matriks n tak dapat join! :( sudah 4 kali jadi organiser.. memang rasa terikat pada camp ni. Ok lets make this clear.. terikat means hati i kat sini. bukan itu camp datang amik tali ikat saya wokie? ;)

5 years bukan jangka masa yg pendek tau! macam-macam berlaku. perubahan emosi, mentality, physiology, physically.. haha. Pernah one time, i feel like giving up coss too many things.. too many commitments. tapi sebab kawan-kawanku di sini, i stay. sebab 'disinilah i experienced a lot of "This is my First time" thing'. so i stay! i tot it wont be that long. mana tau smpi hari ni aku masih blh join cheer team PLY-unnie. Blh rocks the camp. boleh borak dengan bdk sekolah form 1 dengan semangat gila. boleh menari cam gaban.. haha.

Stress semua usah diceritakan. we simply wana give the best to the camp. mmg banyak benda la usah diceritakan. nanti patah tangan menaip! :D tapi cane pun ada satu feeling yg susah nak describe! hehe. OKla selain pangkor n zoo negara, KTF mmg salah satu destinasi 'percutian' aku bersama gang 'kawan-kawan tak kisah' aku! kawan-kawan aku ni agak hebat la juga. sorang mmg terror la masak. aku sbg wanita ayu pun tak terror tau. sorang lagi mmg terror la nak bercakap.. ko kutuk aku "dunant, dunant" pun aku tak kisah.. aku layan je korang. haha. sorang lg dia mmg jealos ngan aku. dengan susah payah dia akan cuba kutuk aku dalam Bahasa Melayu! haha. Sorang lg ni teman sehidup semati ni (Miss J).. U la yg dengar semua luahan hati, ketidakpuasan semua.. haha. apapun, simply u guys are the best! sekarang bila camp dah over aku rasa lonely! haha. takde la lonely MAX punya. ini lonely tahap AKON je, nak gebang-gebang. jerit-jerit.

apapun, i cant deny that Tutti Has its own MAGIC! Tak percaya? Cuba experienced it! then u'll know. the magic is alwis there. Why?? Because ...
"It is Design by the HEART & Run with Passion"!

Hope to be there again .. again and again! :)

Kawan-kawan Tak Kisah.. LIKE Seriosly! ;)

Cerita "Kawan-kawan Tak Kisah" ni memang sudah menjadi fenomena besar sepanjang 2009/2010... Oopps mmg ia menjadi UNGKAPAN paling banyak diucapkan oleh 'segerombolan' girls-boys group..

Cuba bayangkan u tengah cakap pasal satu benda, pastu untuk jadikan satu crisis n menimbulkan rasa EMO yg panjang, ko cakap la ... "Kawan-kawan aku tak kisah dow! Agak-agak ***** ... ". maka berpanjangan la ayat tu sehingga kalau ko jumpa kawan tu untuk 24 jam pun belum tentu lg otak ko kehabisan idea nak memenangi pertandingan Kawan-Kawan Tak Kisah! Hehe.

Apa je ko mengarut ni!

Diakui bahawa dalam 5 tahun ni, itulah kawan aku.. kawan yg i dare say, my TRUE friends la.. Ooops dun get me wrong k? Aku ni SUKARAMAI sii.. So i suka kawan ngan orang, orang suka kawan dengan i! *oops malu plak berlagak cool la ni* hehe. Tapi mmg dalam ramai-ramai kawan baik yg aku ada, mereka ni la yg spend masa with me the most! paling frequent jumpa aku.. paling banyak gado, tahu apa yg aku pikir, yg paham banyak benda pelik ttg aku.. paling banyak tahu lawak BIJAK aku.. and maybe paling faham aku as compared to kawan-kawan yg lain la. haha. family aku pun kenal diorang.. Kucing aku pun kenal mereka nie.. Cos kalau raya-raya mesti muka mereka gak muncul! haha. Tipu je kot.. hehe.

So nak dijadikan cerita, inilah kawan aku yg paling EMO.. paling terror dalam memanjangkan lg kebijaksanaan lawak yg sudah sedia ada BIJAK!! yg paling terror dalam buat aku gelak tahap guling-guling atas padang bola... yang paling extreme buat cerita pandai sampai aku pun terbijak untuk terkena! yg paling bijak dalam menganyam ayat-ayat yg aku tahu bengong, tp aku layan gak.. haha.

"Kawan-kawan TAK Kisah weyh! 5 tahun dah kita bersama. Daripada manusia plg benci, kau-kau-kau orang jugalah jadi orang yg paling penting dalam hidup aku kini. Maybe aku tak terror nak bermadah, berseni. Like serioszlyy, yal r the most important to me.. Agak-agak aku kena pilih 3 benda paling precious untuk aku, selain family and kucing2 aku, kamu jugalah (kawan 5 tahun) aku yg aku confirm, without DOUBTS akan pilih!"

Wasurenaide! I love u guys forever!

First Kiss ! (by Utada Hikaru)

Saigo no kisu wa kara
Tabako no flavor ga shita
Nigakute setsunai kaori

Ashita no imagoro niwa
Anata wa doki ni irun darou
Dare wo omotterun darou

You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made

Tachidomaru jikan ga
Ugokidasou to shiteru
Wasuretakunai koto bakari

Ashita no imagoro niwa
Watashi wa kitto naiteru
Anata wo omotterun darou

You will always be inside my heart
Itsumo anata dake no basho ga aru kara
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made

You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Mada kanashii love song
Now and forever