Week 3 @ UKM! XD

What else can i say.. I never been this super-extremely-busy! Yes i haven't been back home. And i have lots of work to do.. alot of assignments.. plus revising! Study getting tougher, alot of memorising and reading! hehe. i seldom online-ing now! eyh i mean i have not been chatting with dearie chatters for almost 3 weeks now! ohhh sometyme at FB, for awhile ony! hehe. Goshh i keep online-ing, browsing net for academics purposes ony! See, im soooo good girl ne!? ;) Hehe.

Btw, today! Haissz i think my labs today was really really terrible.. and yeah, i super BLUR today for TF lab! goshhh... see they gave us manual with super short instructions and its in Malay!! halooo... okie i am malaysian k? and i can understand of corse. just the thing is u noe how hard it is to interpret n actually understand all the Malay-scientific-terms when for years we've been studying it in english! and genius did it ok? they created a highly-tech machine but they only gave us a short instructions in handling, but OMGeeee, seriossly im not that good in mechanical things ok. so at the end, i have to ask the lab assistant, lecturer for 2,3 times before i managed to get it done. and hell yeah! we have to do like 5 amali within 2 hours 30 mins! like seriosly,5 groups.. and 1 machine for each amali must use for 20 mins and.. ok it took about 40 mins for one group, and goshhhh im the last person to leave the lab today! eyhhh hyperbola plaks. haha. im among the last 10 person leaving. haissz.. it never happened before,. im awis the top 10 first completed the experiments! but now, i created a new record!!


Hais haisz my idioticity conquering me now! why must i complaining all this huh? grrr... let go let go.. and this thursday it'll be the most challenging in my entire life.. pharmacology lab!! Huhu. not becos of the complexity of the human system or the toughness of this subject.. but it's becossss we have to .......... conduct a test..... to study.... pharmacokinetics and onset of actions..... of drugs..... on............ animals...... its not the cute puppy, nor the lovely kitty! its R.A.T! RAT! RAT! RAT! *please dun tell me u dunno what kind of animal is that cos i surely will campak u tu lautan hindi!* haha. its an animal that i hated... that i feel sooo euhhhh.... and i dunno whether i can handle it... Ok let me stress on!! its not the rat which been anasthetised.... its the fully concious rat! fully conscious... hell yeah, that means it can move... and it can walk.. it can screech! it can jump on me... it can bite meeeeeeeeeeee! HUAHHHHH Save me!!!

talking about it makes me wanna throw up now..... Huhu.... i hope i can do well without vomitting or worst fainted in the lab!! Aigoo, god god please bless me!!

BIOCHEMISTRY!

2nd Paper..

Walao!! Hope i can Memorize~!

Enzymes je dah berjuta apatah lagi reactions n pathways n regulations..

Human Genome Project aso.. =(

GOD Bless Me ...

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My Final Exam :: Day 1 (09)

f.y.i, i sit for human anatomy & physiology paper today!
for my semester 1, Final Exams here in UKM ~
as expected, its really really killer, tough wan la..
but i feel so glad, so thankful cosss i think i manage to answer most Qs la..
haha.. maybe i dun get all of it correct la, but sooo so good coss i can answer the essay Qs!
3 hours in the exams hall :: mmg kejang perut!
i din take breakfast or my lunch soo my perut berbunyi tanpa henti! =p

jus wana tell u la wat comes out ...
- Regulation of Nervous System for Urinary, Respiratory and Cardiovascular System..
- Nerve transmission in Cardiac and Skeletal Muscles
- Regulation of Blood Pressure and Heartbeat
( banyak lagi bt i x really remember! )

Just MCQ part :: the ABCD wan is very velli hard la..
u get the answer WRONG then 1 mark will be deducted, not answering 1/2 mark deducted..
SO ?????
i manage to answer most la...
but yo ! Dr MOHAMMAD really inspire me today..
herm so COOL so Charismatic so CEkapps!~

nwayy still i have another 3 papers to go yet the toughest :: BIOCHEMISTRY! =p
48 hours from now! doink..
- hope i can do well for this paper as well -

What The H***!

2nd October 2009

Guess wat, hari ni esp malam nie i mmg bengang.. i bengang sgt-sangat sampai rasa nak menangis and nak cakap all da bad words in da world.. Wat, he think he is so good, so smart, so talented and so soo wat lahhh... I duno why he busy commenting on wat i am doing, i duno why that stupid fella dare to say such a thing..

Kalau u fikir u bagus, there is someone out there who much mucchh better than you la..

sooooo, stop all this la.. Kita beramal dgn ILMU, bukan berlagak k?? U think u noe lots of things ar?? HENTIKAN la coss u now tgh cakap dgn Sapura.. I dunno the Fortune Teller said my WORDS is Convincing, but i bukan nak ayat orang owat k?? Kalau u tak tahu gambaran sebenar in tis world, if u duno ME and if u dun even NOE a single Thing abou me :: Then pls la do NOT act as u noe everything and simply said those words to me..

If u dun like seeing me :: Den STAY Out of Places Wer i am la

If U hated me :: Then GO Away la

If U Think u're soo CLEVER :: Plss la, coss i am Sapura k?

If U Hated PPL like me :: Den Go Stay in The Jungle,

Stay On ur Own, Dun Mix Up Wit Ppl la..

If U Wana Me Appologise :: wtf, Get Loss la wei..

I won't say its all ur fault :: Some of it is mine.. But hello who ask u to go comment..

If u nak LASER me >> There will be hundreds of ppl can TEMBAK u back la stupid,,

soooo jgn sibuk datang jumpa i after tis, or dun dare to comment or say anything bou tis ..

CASE Closed :: I wil forget about tis if and ony if u stay out of my way..

and da, u mmg gila poyo >> and jus bcos PROFESSIONALISM that i wil work wit u again, cos need to be here in dis faculty for another 3 years++..

pss :: ya you're so pitiful coss u x understand mee.. and so so pitiful cos u're not dat smart to comments on me and yaeh bcoss u're so narrow minded makes u so desperate to shine!

Moral >>

Knowledge is POWER :: It helps us to be SMART

To Speak WISELY

To Act Appropriately

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soo, be SMART!=)

psss : Anyway thanks guys for listening to me! I really appreciate that..

3 WEEKS to FINAL Exam..=(

yosh~~

less than 3 weeks to final n still had not complete studying..

banyak sgt :: anatomy, physio, Biochems, Gen. Chems, IP..

Tak cukup lagi ada Falsafah Alam, Politik, Hubungan Etnik..

semua kena baca, semua nak kena faham concept, theory, hafal formula,

hafal itu hafal ini.. lama2 otak pun BEKU!!

and if u pikir i TAK BETUL rite now,

memang BETUL la tekaan korang tue...

Bukan GILA jus STRESS!!

Saper le btaw.. do u think i nie salah pilih course k?

and saper yg can help me now..

huhuhu.. rasa cam desperate giler, rasa DOWN skrg..

kelas melambak siang hari, malam college act..

peliknya, caner la nk hadapi

Bila masa nak studi, bila masa nak menyiapkan assignment..

rasa FRUST plak

tak tahu la final exam nie

i tried my best, study as hard as i can..

nak SCORE..

1st Class Degree macam susah jer dapat :: My lecturer yg Cakap

And Utk orang cam aku yg mcm belajar pun takde la HEBAT,

STOP Dreaming la for it till u dah betul put on effort sepanjang masa pandang buku..

Huhu, at Least 2nd Class Degree..

Kenapa la aku nie cam tak betul la..

Susah gakk nak belajar, nak cite kat parents pun takle..

Coss EXPECTATIONS dari semua pihak sangat HIGH..

Takkan nak dissapoint my parents n let go everything..

Kira bahagia la sekarang :: Belajar pun dapat SCHOLAR..

Jus ensure yg u tak kantoi >> But ni tak penah jadi MOTO Hidup aku..

I'm not da type who wud be HAPPY jus dgn setakat PASS!

hurm tapiii .. hanya tUHAN yang tahu betapa berat OTAK aku sekarang..

Concentration takde :: So pegang buku lama sangat pun takde manfaat..

hurmph, i really need someone who can help me RECOVER dari Stage ini..

I need to SCORE Well, I need to be MORE Competent like b4..

i takle setakat CAKAP Kosong bagi nasihat Suruh Orang belajar!!

Camner nie!??..

ps :: I betul2 STRESS skrg! Sooo, everything kat sini is da TRUTH!

walaupun Facebook Quiz cakap i 83% Undepressed but i noe better ..

I still NOT da Happiest Person on Earth..

and..,

When Tis OVER :: Will Go To Place Where I Belongs - Back To Family & Society!=p