Thursday, May 27, 2010

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[ It is better to lose your pride for someone you love, rather than to lose that someone with your useless pride. ]

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Hye! Annhaeyong.. Sashiburi-ne? Haha. OOps lama tak blogging erk? cos my brain dah takde space lagi, full with so many things. and yeah, tetiba rasa nak log in! =)


Sometimes kan orang lagi pentingkan material : kecantikan luaran, kemewahan something camtu la. tapi bagi aku, something that started with fame/luxury/money, it wont lasts long. maybe dari segi luaran nampak hebat tapi dalaman kosong. macam Taj Mahal tu, okla kata keajaiban dunia, kata simbol cinta agung la. tapi pentingkah cinta itu smpi nak berhabis berjuta-juta, mengerah tenaga rakyat untuk pembinaan satu mahligai indah seperti itu? sama juga, kalau u gaji mampu pakai Waja je, kenapa perlu susah payah nak berjimat n berhabis untuk sewa BMW? bukan ke sia-sia. ?? yang penting keikhlasan dalam tu. segala benda nie akan bertukar. The 7 Wonders of the World list pun keeps changing, apatah lagi ....


dari apa yang aku belajar, takde satu benda pun yang boleh lasts forever. one day, it will dissapear, destroy or die... memang natural semua ni kan? Even orang yang couple pun break-up. ada kes, anak n parents berputus hubungan. and ada kes, perang berlaku sebab nak monopoli ekonomi. tapi, kenapa la benda basic ni pun orang tak nak paham..


haiz, i think semalam la first time aku marah kot. haha. konon berani la. oops tak tahu asal. Fire burning ke? huhu. lapar kowt. hehe. sometimes bila ko nampak orang tu happy, luar nampak happy, tapi dalam dia cane? and sesetengah orang dia nak kita je paham dia. kita je kena tolerate dia punya anger n pelbagai emosi lahh, tapi pernah ke diorang buat perkara tu untuk kita? aku tak kisah babe kawan-kawan, hehe. lols hari ni aku patot celebrate birthday BFF aku kat sekolah tapi sebab satu hal aku cancel plan tapi malangnya plan tu pun tak jadi. ohh datuk, apa aku patot cakap.?? adakah penyampaian informasi yang tidak efficient? :(



Monday, May 24, 2010

sometimes aku rasa orang yang sepatotnya paham aku tak paham aku.
tapi, mereka nak aku paham mereka. tahu tak how muchh it HURT???

Busy dengan banyak hal tapi hope everything akan maintain OK! ;)


Friday, May 21, 2010

EMO-ingy


OK first sekali di-stress-kan bahawa tiada niat nak meng-STRESS-kan sesiapa. :D

Oops lately aku dah act sgt penuh kebiulan n kemerengan. OK aku tahu itu salah tapi,
aku ada banyak benda yang dalam kepala ku and ok not everything aku akan bitaw orang
tau tau tau? Apapun i have a lot of new friends di Cassies! ;)

Ooops apapun decision yang akan ku buat,
walau akan effect dalam jangka masa panjang, tapi...........








Thursday, May 20, 2010

Hard To Say I Love You =)

Sunao Ni Narenakute By Weaver! =)



Hanareteireba omoidasu tabi ni tsurakute
Tomadoite itemo tsutaerarenai mama
Tsuyogattetatte
Ano hi bokura ga deaeta kono unmei sae mo
Mukiau koto ga dekinai de

Hard to say I love you
Ienakutatte,dareyori kitto aishiteru
Kokoro afurerarenakutemo
Semete ima dake wa soba ni ite

Hard to say you love me
Ienakutatte, mitsumete itai aishiteyo
Kotoba ga nai nante wakattete mo
Soredemo ii, kimi janakya dame nanda
Uso ni naranai you ni

Furete yubisaki tsunagu tomerarenai wake wa
Chigai jinsei de
Kokomade kita karasa
Dekinai yo kono kashi
Shinjita kotoba wo genjitsu ga yaburisutetatte
Shinjiru koto ni tsugami tsuku yo

Hard to say I love ou
Donna toki datte, uso ni dekinai ai nanoni
Tsutaeru koto wa kanawanai no ni
Setsunai yume no naka soredemo

Hard to say I love you
Namida ni natte, kietekuyou na ai shika nai
Kanashii mono takusan motteku yo
Ushinaenai kimi janakya dame nanda
Mienai ai ni furete

Nee bokura ga
Itsuka subete dakishimeaeru
Sono yume wa yasashii hodo zankoku de
Nakisou na hodo itoshinda

Hard to say I love you
Ienakutatte,dareyori kitto aishiteru
Kokoro afurerarenakutemo
Semete ima dake wa soba ni ite

Hard to say you love me
Ienakutatte, mitsumete itai aishiteyo
Kotoba ga nai nante wakattete mo
Soredemo ii, kimi janakya dame nanda
Uso ni naranai you ni


Monday, May 17, 2010

Kenapa Kita Kawan Ek? :)


Tengok title kat atas.. Untaz ingat tak? Eyhh Unta plak. Mesti la tanya dekat Miss J, Miss E, Mr. A n Mr. L kan kan kan? Haha. Kenapa ek? Mengapa kita kawan ye? Ikut calculation dah almost 5 years perkenalan kita. Dengan rasminya Taklimat 1 on Saturday, maka genap 5 years la kita kawan kan? Haha. Separuh dekad ek? Lama sii. Haha. Yang paling best, kamceng sekamcengnya la, boleh kata kaulah abang, kaulah adik, kaulah kakak. Haha.


Kenapa tu susah nak jawab. Pelik kan? Kalau pikir mcm mana Capu super Nerd n Super Cute nie kawan dengan Ekin Maszli yang Poyo, konon Comeyl asyik nak rebut title dgn aku tu. And macam mana aku le terima si Aiman Tak Kisah tu sbg Buddy aku. Mcm mana aku leh kawan sebaik n sekemek-kemeknya la dgn anak Cina, Miss J and Mr. LC kan kan? Haha.
Ooops sorry. Jangan marah yerh gang unta? Haha.


Subjektif and sangat susah nak answer la this Qs! Lagi susah dari nak jawab paper BioChems! :) Seriosz at least paper tu nak jawab ada melambak theory utk guna. Tapi soalan ni, di mana dasarnya. Bak kata kawan aku, "Suka tapi TAK Cinta"! Haha.
Apa ek kaitannya? Wahh wahh. Main goreng je.


I think salah satu sebab korang kawan aku dulu, kini and selamanya adalah kerana kau orang la yang sudi dengar aku berGEBANG, BEBEL and Bercerita yang Hebat-gempak-gila-tahap POSEIDON punya! OOps Greek God punya nama punn ada ek? Haha. Den korang la yang sudi layan lawak kurang bijak aku. Yang sudi bagi aku peluang conquer microphone masa Karaoke. yang sudi habiskan makanan yang aku tak habis makan. yang sudi dengar kisah fairytale aku. yang sudi dengar aku gossip pasal hero-hero idaman, putera impian yg confirm aku takkan dapat. yang sudi dengar aku mengkaji asal usul kerabat kucing aku, dari shasha --> pretty --> kacut --> belly and semua la melambak sgt kucing aku. Haha. korang juga la yg sudi drive dr rumah korang yang jauh kalau jalan sure patah kaki bakar lemak smp kat rumahh aku .. hehe. banyak sgt sudi ek?
Lol aku rasa the main reason is becos hati aku yang suci murni tulus ikhlas secara zahir dan batinnya n seikhlas dan honestnya menyayangi korang semua.
I love u guys. Saranghae! Haha.


Walaupun 'Sunao Ni Narenakute', tapi memang this is the Flavor of Life la kan? At least i have found one of the true friendship that any man ever dream of kan? Thanks to u guys that i have it. that i found the TRUE-est off all. Daisuke everyone. Always GENKI whenever i'm with u.

~F R I E N D S Forever!!~

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Sunday, May 16, 2010

La La La La..


Good news for me : TVXQ is still ON Top!

BAD News : Can i not go to AIMST next week!? I don't feel like going.
Macam my heart is somewhere else. Huhu. I DONT WANT TO GO THere!! :(

Many things i mean the GOOD One has happened the whole week!
I love it all.


Pangkor is a success. Memang so super diper Superb and Nice and Memorable and everything.
Haha. With all the good poses pics. Apapun lets visit Malaysia again next year! :)

Billy, Unta semua walau plan 5 tahun tak jadi tapi next time kita berCUCUK Tanam la okie? :)


Friday, May 14, 2010


This is why aku malas tengok match malaysia vs china!

cubalah berdaya saing dan berwawasan.. show us a good, nice performance.
Unta betul! kalau kalah in a great match takde lah nak dissapointed. Huhu.
Apapun good luck thomas cup team! :D


Gambateh Malaysia!


Malaysia!! Badminton is always a sport that i love! that i understand really well!
That i know everything that happens. That i will spent hours of time to watch..
That i'll do anything just to watch and watch.

Come on Lee Chong Wei! Come on Wong choon Han! Come on everyone!
Malaysia Bolehh!! =)
Win the Thomas Cup for us! ;)

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Its the Moment! :D


Anhaeyong guys! :)


Haha. Tomolo will go Pangkor with all 4 pi***! ;)
The P** i love Most! Cowahe ;)
Oit oit ni semua Jaejoong punya influence. Hehe.
Wahh i'm ecstatic, really happy!
But but guys i had FEVER now! Bengong..
:( Why i have to fall sick at this moment! :(
Hope by tomolo i would feel better and enjoy most of the thing there..
I already took medicines, just for u guys! Normally, i won't, hehehe..


Oops this Saturday is Taklimat 1 KTF! :D
But don't worry, i've completed my task.
Me and team will be back in action this Friday!
Apapun critic sesetengah manusia yang tidak faham erti sebenar voluntarism!
Seriosz nie, aiyo i don't understand! How people can do this!
How people can just buat tak tahu while other people work hard at it.
If u think back, can u determine what is ur aim.? and what is ur real reason being here?
Ooops sorry! Will be missing Klang and my Cute KittY! :D
OFF-ing to Pangkor.. Adios! :P

Monday, May 10, 2010

Bla Bla again v3! :)


My BRAIN memang damn packed at the moment.
Penuh dengan segala yang memerlukan pemikiran..
Melibatkan segala-galanya. tanpa Theory untuk membantu!

Starting this week, i'll be Extremely Busy!
Banyak perkara perlukan komitmen, perlukan pemikiran..
Wahh wahh, asyik berfikir je kan? Memang sangat manfaatkan otak. ;)


Apapun Happy Belated Mother's Day!
Of course to my mum and to all mothers in the world! =)
Saya tak Romantic tapi Cowahe mummy!
I love u forever and ever. without u perut i kosong.. Hehe.

Demi kasih sayang tersebut, i promise to buy u sotong gula from Pangkor! =)
Haha. Sayang mummy forever. Sayang me juga. Sayang Jae juga!
~ Cowahe! Daisuki! ! ~

Thursday, May 6, 2010

<< Saya Emo Nie >>


Ever had this feeling : macam nak lari jauh sejauh jauhnya dari reality!?
At this moment, rasa sangat LOST, sangat LONELY, sangat TAKTAHU apa mahu bikin! :(

Pernah tak fikir, if one time u involve in a seriosz trouble, Trouble tahap Mania la.
Example cam u were accused of being a drugs dealer. Death Penalty sii.
Tapi, ur friend knows u are innocent., and u trust him with ur life la. Suddenly, one day that friend of urs tak tahu apa penyakit, he act so weirdly and so unexpectedly hand u over to police. Kira trick kita la. Cehh pernah tak rasa macam tu? Pernah tak fikir, apa yang u akan buat pada kawan u tu? Eyhh apa ek kaitan. Lol as usual i dunno how to explain. Cos the thing i wana said is actually, ;) Hehe. Berapa tinggi ur Loyalty to ur friend? How much u could have given to help ur friend no matter what.

Kenapa ek sekarang Feel macam memang patut aku ada practical sepanjang Semester Break nie!? Huhu. And i Missed la Amalan Lab! Miss the emulsion, supp., tabs. Huhu.

Oh Santa Claus can give me some present to cheer me up!? :)


Wednesday, May 5, 2010

VACATION


Ooops bukan Vacation TVXQ tu ok? Ini Vacation SapEkJeLe.C@man punya! ;) Its coming soon.. I can't WAIT! Seriosz my brain cells need to be refreshed and i need new air, new oxygen, new food, new environment to restructure my brain and renew my brain system! :) Plus, we have a 5 years plan to be accomplished! So, when we return there in 5 years, we will know what we dream of! Kan kan? Miss E n Miss J! XD

Lol i jealosz sama orang yang bekerja part-time! i want to work work work! ;> But where to work? This month total busy so i can't go work. I have 2,3 vacation series.. Anyone, who needs personal Tutor? Hehe. I can teach Biology, Chemistry and I think Add Maths won't be a probs. Oh lupa, Physics pun ok! Hehe. If study with me, sure u can understand wan. Haha. Poyo erk!? No i mean i'll make u understand. Cehh gila bersemangat dalam post nie. Esok dah takde apa-apa feeling plak. ;) Ohh my uncle offer me to work with him. Di PJ! Stay at his house lagi. But the probs is i need to work sampai Saturday afternoon. And if i work sure i cannot go for vacation! huahua. Gaji agak lumayan erk? Hehe.


Ohh my Vacation Drama still in process ok? Haha. Will be 'ON AIR' early June! ;> Cehh poyo gila.

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

EmO sj.

Saya seperti hilang arah lately! Ooops gila hyperbola, tapi i dunno which is the correct terms to be used to explain segala yang sedang terjadi pada ku.. Why i felt so bored especially after exams over! huhu. rasa pelik la sangat FREE, sangat takde class and sangat sangatt tak study! Otak pun asyik pening. Adrenal gland sangat susah untuk function.. Susah nak stimulate betul la Sympathetic System aku lately! :( Tapi, digestive system sangat ACTIVE lately dgn kadar pemakanan yang agak tinggi. Dalm 4-5 times a day.. And masa tido yang lebih panjang, tahap Hibernation sy nie, gaya seperti Panda!# Haha. Sangat tak sesuai gelaran itu erk? Haha. And and yes ATM pun sangat active. Gila jealous pada student medic and dental yang dapat JPA allowance 1 week b4 final exams. Kalau aku la, mmg 6K dah habis before start Sems 3. Tapi apapun, nasib baik pelaburan MAS agak ligat di BSKL! :)) Haha.

Semalam watch IRON Man 2.! lol saya bantah orang yang mengatakan Iron Man Sucks k? i nie big fans of Robert Downey tau. Even i love Dr. JaeJoong more than him!. =) Haha. Yes seriosz aku rela study anatomy blood vessels name and codes and segala benda yang membosankan dalam Medical Course tu kalau betullah JaeJoong tu Doctor! ;) Haha. Agak miang di sini. Haha. Erm dah khatam Sunao Ni Narenakute sampai Episode 3. Ye ye bukan apa k, kat Japan next week baru Episode 6. SO kena tunggu Angel translate n meng'ENG'subs kan Episode 4 and 5 baru aku pahamm. Haha. Yes yes, Dr. Jae soo Cute la dalam Drama tu. Haha. Bak kata adik sy, kalau orang dah gila macam nie la. Tapi yelah kan kadang-kadang aku termimpi plak pakwe2 Korea or Japan aku nie. Cam tipu erk? Tapi seriosz gila Frequent i mimpikan mereka ok. Kalau tak JaeJoong, Yunho lak. kalau tak YongHwa CN Blure, Kim Hyun Joong and ramai lagi la penah masuk mimpi aku. Memang gila bertuah la mereka kan? Haha. I love tidur la kalau setiap kali tutup mata nampak anda! Haha. Ni lagi symptom miang. ;)
( ** Nab sila take note pada nama-nama diatas! Hahaha ** )


Haha, pelik ek aku nie tido le mimpi benda mengarut nie. pastu boleh SYok Sendiri tak ingat punya style. Hehe. apapun sekarang tengah Asyik layan INTOXICATION By Xiah Junsu! ;) Gila gaban suara u. Hehe.