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kerana EMO and kerana kekangan masa,

sy telah melanggar prinsip hidup sy..

Salahkah? Tp rasa sgt Guilty terhadap diri sendiri..

rasa mcm hipokrit n penipu je.. :(

Emo period

lately EMO gila.. rasa bengang sgt.

Time macam ni la rasa susah gila, tp rasa cam I'm A Loner.

Betul Jung YongHwa, now i mmg a loner..

Not bcoss of Miss J busy working or Miss F, Mr A n lain2 study ..

tp yal know la, this place makes me EMO all times! ;)

Tapi hari ni rasa sgt susah susah tp masa minta tolong kat orang, rs geram gila.

Tetapi sy redha shj. and terus redha walau sakit hati gila..

rasa cam bengang sgt sebab i'm da first who will help kalau ada probs,

tp manusia cam tak de kesedaran sivik plak nak tolong aku.. Eiii, geram gila!

and wahh hari ni dalam malu2 i agree n rasa proud plak dgn kata2 Miss C! ;)

yess missy, i pun share the same opinion as u. But weyh i cant be da CP la..

U noe why rite, told ya. n u noe i dun like tis system rite.

Takpe gal, one day i'll do it la, dun worry. Ppl duno ur true power kan?

ceihh ayat mcm aku ni superWoman plak, but at least takde la sy berlagak bagus.

Jujur ye, dah banyak sgt kerja smp dah malas nak buat.

ps :: rasa paling look down la pada orang yg memandang rendah n

berpikiran negative terhadap org lain! so LOW ok ur thinking.. ;)

Watu saw fr outside, din tell u wat lies inside ok, soo stop la pemikiran cetek anda..

Menjelang 2020, ada banyak Azam menjelang 3rd decade! =)

i bla a lot kan kan? :D

Aku suka STALK Kim Hyun Joong And Jung YongHwa.. Selalu! Tgh buat report, boleh plak hilang focuss lalu tgk latest photo dua jejaka penawan hati sy! Suka sangat, suka tahap gaban la!

Satu hari tanpa aku sedar, ada orang stalk aku.. Aku pun Takut, dia pun takut bila aku dapat tahu.. Haha.. Aku lg la takut, try nak buat tak tahu tp pahamla mcmne muak aku ni muka Jujur je kan?

Dari kecik, orang kata aku BLUR! Cakap A tak paham.. Gossip gosiip hujung dapat, pangkal hilang.. content lgsg la tak terlekat di akalku! Semua kata aku blur.. Yes yes i memang BLUR.. Sangat.. Tp my instinct sgt clear.. maybe i as advanced science student a.k.a student pharmacy yg hadap calculations, chemical struc, drugs and lab report selalu nie tak layak la utk berkata sth yg sgt human ni, tapi i do understand ok! Science tak science, semua nya related. Sy terima orang kata sy Blur tp tapi tapi kan... ;) Tapi, i understand things better than the others, at least better than u expect of me! tak percaya, u seriosz?? lol i tak seriosz sebenarnya.. But, if u love someone if u care for her sooo much, your heart shall know. Ur heart never lies, but its ur brain that covers up ur TRUE Vision! :D U tak cakap pun i tahu, i dapat rasa. Kerana apa? erm ni saya tak tahu .. Tapi but i hope, u understand me as well.. Nisbahnya 4 : 2 : 1.. Haha.. Bukan emulsion la, ok.. Hehe. tapi sy memang nak u paham soo i blh relaks.. and u boleh la kurang berEMO selepas ini..

lagi satu kawan sy.. kawan baru sy.. baru setahun.. sorry ye tp sy care ttg kawan sy, walaupun sy ni sgt lepak je.. actually, i ni positive style skt, and u plak in contrast dgn sy.. i duno maybe u pun tgh baca nie. Tapi jus i hope u'll get wat i mean.. i mean, da story i told you. Its not only a story ok. i little 'fairy-tale' story can change the world, apatah lg kisah yg realiti juga la coss watak itu manusia. soo i hope u take it seriosly and challenge ursev la. i hope tat 4 years from now, when i meet u in our graduation day, u can stand proudly and comfortably among the others. dalam proces ni try la to change ur personality.. Be more frendly to the 'World' and the world will be nice to u. Gambateh! =)

1 april mahu watch Clash of The Titans. new movie, sure best! ;) ala-ala LOTR! Sure Gempaks.. Tapi pesanan :: No CLASH-CLASH Btwn kawan ok? i sayang u all.. hehe, Siapa nak Join inform sy ok! and nak pergi Shoes fair start 2 April, berlangsung for one week di PWTC! :) Nak pergi ?? Ada koleksi kasut yg hebat n anggun.. Sila Ring me ! ;) Happy studying.. Banyak kerja tak siap tapi sy dah gila n pandai untuk berONLINE! :D Terima kasih semuanya.

Loving Him!

Sy suka juga pada dia..

I Like Him, I LOVE him SOo SOoo MUchhh ! ;)

He has a hazel marble eyes, sparkling and soo like talking ! :D

Then his body is veryy smooth, so comfortable, so energetic! ;) Hehe..

But please..

Dont think of all that **** stuff ok!

I'm talking abou him --> KACUT !

hahaha.. My Cat! :D

LOVE Him so muchh..

I took a vr GOOD care on him since he was a little kid..

Till he grown up soo awesomely!

Till he bcm that big, so fat n soo long ..

And soo manja n mengade! =)

But last month..

Huahua..

I am so SAD now, feel lonely..

like i lost my best best close nice lovable friend!! :(

But i accept la tat he's gone..

I hate that person sooo much !!

now i wana find a cat look just like him..

comeyl, manje n mengade just like him...

*(( Kacut is a boy, and aso a cat!! )) =)

Love ya forever! ;>

lagi EMO !

sy paling tak suka benda nie..

kalau nak tahu sifat sebenar seseorang manusia inilah masanya..

kenapa kenapa?

sebab selepas semalaman kita cakap dgn dia da whole procedure..

she act dumb n stupid today..

eeiii rasa nak bunuh je.. u noe i feel gila cam nak mengatakan semua perkataan..

tapi disebabkan dasar professionalisme dan kesopanan yg diterapkan,

maka segala XXX words tidak dikeluarkan..

and i am sooo sick, tp u dah menambahkan lg my sickness!

making me sicker than ever! :(

* nab of cors not u ! :D

LOVE Forever! ;)

sy sayang mereka nie.. kira mereka ni la penawar duka, jantung hati sy..

mereka menemani sy di saat duka, ketawa, girang, gembira, gila, sewel, nangis sama-sama..

mereka juga la yg mendengar segala omongan sy, segala LAWAK Bodoh sy, segala kata-kata SYOK Sendiri a.k.a PERASA-an sy, yg berbuat gila dgn sy, yg jungle trekking sama2, mandi dalam lumpur sama2, mandi seTOILET sama2, yg sesat-menyesat walau berada di KLANG n KL sama-sama, yg sanggup turun dari Perlis smp k Johor sama-sama.. :D most of the thing kita buat sama-sama la..

This year genaplah 5 tahun PerSAHABATan Kita! ;D

(2010 is our 5th FRIENDShip Anniversary! )

Dari 005 kita kenal.. masa tu ada berpuluh orang kan.. macam-macam politik, macam-macam sengketa, macam-macam gaya dan ragam, tapi most of us mmg tak kaamceng la masa tu.. sy ingat lg bahawa pada tahun tersebut gang sy cuma : Jean, LC, WC and Ann.. ;) oops buddy ku pada masa ini ialah Mr. M! ;)

Yang takle lupa : aku benci gila pada Missy F n Mr. A! ;) sure korang tau kan kan? :D

Tapi kita mana tahu kan apa akan jadi in future..

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006 : wahh kita punya team made of 14 kan?? exclud yg 2 tu.. tinggal 13..

Mr. J, Mr. B, Mr. A, Mr. A2, Mr. M, Mr. L dan Miss S, Ms W, Ms J, Ms F, Ms S, Ms H..( this code hanya boleh difahami oleh orang yg memahami sy! Hehe,, )

Macam2 kita buat tahun ni. Kem, Majis formal la, Prom, RC nite, Pertandingan2, Annual Parade, Japan Youth Exchange Prog., Camp Belia (dapat salam dgn Dato' Liow lg! i masuk newspaper tau! ) Hehe.. Oops masa camp ni la Ms F nampak ketakutan yg amat sgt, n muka PHOBIC gila kerana satu species amphibia! :D and ya we sleep under the sky!!! ramai-ramai.. bila bangun tak tahu kat mana dah kita berada.. Hehe..

Prom nite, wahh masa ni la nak Glam kan.. nBeratus berhabis, tp tak kisah la.. masa tu Finance baik! :D rasanya kita sgt close dr Annual Parade kan? Ms tu mmg stress gaban la.. yes Ms W, i really nd u masa tu tp i noe u cant coss busy dgn Japan kan.. Tapi tak kisah, coss i sayang u tau! Then Genting, i really tak lupa la Mr. A, dalam cabin ferris wheel yg sgt romantic tu.. hehe.. asoo wahh mmg extreme la.. Asoo da nite at Genting, when we three SUPERB Buddies pergi merayau keluar! Wahh Genting is NICE asoo.. :) banyak la benda menarik yg i tak dapat mention snie, coss its TOO long story la.. But Honestly i rmmbr 90% time we spend together in 06!=)

then

007 - wahh nmpk cam James Bond code.. Tp syg, this is our SPM year! :( sedayh, stress struggle but still study n society walks together ye.. kita tak tinggal satu.. mengapa? :D sebab kita masih ingat kak Farah ajar kami Chems, bio n Abg Syamir taught us Physics and Add Maths.. Konon Tuition la, tp still borak manyak2.. kan kan? and siapa mrk? mereka pun ppl fr the society! :D

Masing-masing struggle and finally yahrh we got a NICE Result for SPM! Asoo i was Amazed buddyku : 6As! wahh rempit pun boleh success tau! ;D

008 ....................

009 ....................

* this two years kita sgt critical dalam memahami diri sendiri, mencari hala tuju, menyelesaikan segala konflik, mengusir keraguan n membina matlamat sebenar hidup kita. untuk mengetahui wat we wana do in future. Hey girls and boys, ur future IS NOT an EASY Thing ok! u might be good at biology in school, but do u really gona succeed as a doctor or medical students? a lot of evaluation should be done.. tapi for me, once u aim for it, u nd to strike for it. jus do wateva u can to be good in it.. :D Yarh ppl, i paham semua yg kita lalui.. kita kena paham hati seseorang untuk memahami perasaan n tindakan mrk. Make ur decision wisely. Its not about intelligence or smart, but u have to be WISE ! Know da difference? soory dong i xnoe how to explain aso.. u need to understand this ursev..

Dear readers,

DONT Throw away things that makes ur life So Great, So NICE and SO ALIVE!

Be NICE to ur friends asoo ur family and appreciate each moment u spend together! :D

2010

In conclusion...

This is such a busy year.. sorry to u guys coss maybe i am TOO Busy with my study tat i dun sms, call, or go out with yal.. STUDY Should be The MAIN Priority.. But really, i am TRYING my BEST to balance it : Study, Family and u my Precious Frensz! :D

i noe da same goes to yal rite.. but nemind we'l work it out n we will ensure kita akan pergi juga.. Apapun susah nak cakap.. But i am GLAD all 13s P***! Bcoss we are still in touch n kamceng n gila n sewel jus like b4 tanpa memikirkan bhw anda sudah berpunya atau tidak (hehe!), ya ada yg diluar negara Mr. J and Miss W, yg belajar seluruh Malaysia (Mr.A, Mr.A2, Ms F, Ms H, Ms S), yg akan study balik (Ms J n Mr L) anda TETAP di hati! :)

Yo Miss J maybe i balik this weekend, so we can meet.. And Mr. L u have to Decide! ;)

A post full with L.O.V.E and Passion from...

Sapura Noor ( cutylurvie90@yahoo.com)

UKM KL! =)

Help Me! ::

Sekarang, i feel like i'm so USELESS! :(

My Brain, My Heart, My Anatomy Structure, My Physiologic Action..

I cant even finish reading one page of a book..

Not Bcoss i am L.A.Z.Y ok!? ;(

Itss coss i had this FEVER for almost 3 days now..

Okk i mcm Recover, but the rate is so SLOW for not taking at least PCM..

And the HEADACHE iss soo TROUBLING! :(

I DONT MIND OF GETTING SICK But please not this month..

Especally This WEEK ok! :(

psss :: Pray for me.. Have to get well as soon as i can..

tomolo ORGANIC Chems Test! GOD Bless me! ;D

Signing out : sapura

Pening sungguh sy dalam mencari journal...

banyak sungguh untuk baca tentang synthesis, chemistry, stereo..

sy sungguh stress! melambak assignment, lab report tak siap..

and segala kerja tambahan untuk PMUKM and Hari Interaksi Faculty!

Pluss pluss anda mungkin tak tahu,

my LAPPY now berada di SONY Service centre..

Maka, i cannot live without my PINKY Lappy! ;)

Btw, sy semakin EMO n sedayhh..

Menitik air mata wanita muda sy! ;) Hehehe.. ( ayat siapa erk? )

kerana..

kerana...

kerana....

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TIDAK Boleh Diperkatakan! :(

Bagaimanapun sy REDHA ATas apa yg berlaku ..

And semoga sy cepat sembuh dan Hilang sgl EMO EMO nie..

dan berharap, lecturer Pengurusan EMOSI tak FFK tml! ;(

Orang dah nak study week ok..

tell you ! ;)

hermm ni ialah post ke-101! ;)

tell u, please la paham..

jangan salah sangka ok !

selalu ada logical n rational explanation utk setiap hal..

smtym scientific explanation tak bolehh apply to human! ;)

esp. hal EMOSI ! haizz pening pening..

bagaimanapun, sy sgt tgh cuba utk menCLEAN&CLEARkan semuanya!

EMO-ing again!

Hi Hi ! :D

Ermm actually tgh EMO lg, tapi sikit je la..

Wahh wat happen to me..

Last nite demam, aku terpaksa telan PCM coss assignment yg berTON!

Hari ni demam semula.. (* so, I'm Not in da GOOD mood ya.. )

Lg satu, aku paling TENSE-ion kalau Group assignment..

Ada org b4 presentation FFK, pikir she's da only wan whoo have to study all la..

Ada yg berPROBLEM masa hari presentation..

And ada plak waktu presentation mmg dia la nak paling UP !

Wahh, macam2 manusia nie ya..

sy pun sudahh pening memikirkan semua ini..

Apapun aku nak TOP Marks dalam assignment..

Soo i akan give my best..

Dan cemerlang, gemilang n terbilang tanpa perlu 'FAN-Fan' orang! ;D

Asoo, mcm ne erk nak Evaluate HONESTY seseorang kalau mrk dalam keadaan nie..

I mean sedar skt responsibility anda and be considerate to others, ok!

[ Tapi last week balik rumah jumpa family, my beloved cats n BFF ku! ]

Mak sy cakap, SABAR je la.. Kerana ONE Day manusia berkenaan akan bertembung

la dgn situasi ini ya.. soo sbg anak yg baik, i jus listen to my mum n lets it GO!

Tak baik kan Simpan Dendam? Itu salah satu Fatal Flaw utk manusia!

Wahh sy makin petah berbahasa! ;D

Ermm yaya sy pun nak tambah, kalau diorang buat THESIS macam mana ek?

Nasib baik la thesis tu we will do individually..

Kalau group work la mmg kena sula la manusia berkenaan! ;(

Wahh so stress rite now..

Assignment week, study week, exam! :(

** terpikir nak buat BLOG layout cute-cute punya tp malas plak..

i Bla Bla Bla-ing Again !

Hari-hari new post.. semua HOMEsick punya hal..

Tapi semua post punn macam kering je.

Untung Nab dapat balik selalu! I jealosz la.. ;)

Ermm semua jd kering sbb aku ni takde la terror sgt dalam literature! :D

Bahasa pun mcm biasa je tats y BM SPM B3!! ;)

Apapun sy berbangga jd rakyat malaysia..

Wahh hari ni class Dr. Shahriza, bagi test Amalan Farmasi !

Paper HOT and KILLER gila !

Tapi bolehlah jawab 3 out of 4 Qs! ;D

Paling best bab berebut komputer nak print product labelling..

And then prescription mmg pendek tak ingat la..

Nasib baik aku dapat overcome my nervosness! :D Haha..

And aku la orang pertama berlari keluar, coss LAPAR n SAKIT Perut!

Microbiology Lab..

Tomolo last day untuk this session..

My group members dr first smp lah lab hari ni masih tak bg +ve sttitude.

semua berkejar nak balik awal n semua bacteria tu dah exposed.

rasa macam aku sorang je yg risau masuk lab nie..

semua nak borak, gossip, lari balik.

And sy terkial2 menguruskan specimens, staining..

Apapun dah nak over dah.. Tomolo last day..

Maka, Sap sabarlah OK?? :D

Wahh I'm So HOME-sick!

Dah near one month tak balik..

Attitude pun cam gila, bilik bersepahh tak ingat..

Asyikk TIDO n makan..

Hari-hari call mak n ayah n adik-adik...

Dengar cite adik tangkap kucing baru!! Wah EXCITEDnya..

Harap seCOMEYL kacut n SeHOT Pretti! :D

Wahh sy mmg taksub pada kucing..

siapa yg paham, paham la..

sy pun bertugas men'FEED' kucing-kucing KTSN nie..

* Sorry Dr. Rozita! Haha.. i x sggp ignore makhluk comeyl nie..

Btw, harini ada EMOtional and DEEP conversation dengan Jeannie, Lim!

Ya babe, awiss support u.. GAMBATEH ok? :)

Signing out : Sapura

( cutylurvie90@yahoo.com )

Random..

seriozly.. Ada banyak plann baru kat kepala..

tapi, kerja pun berjela..

Oh pluss kena cari drugs a.k.a medicine yg senior-senior tak present lagi..

Untuk Organic Chems presentation next week! :(

Aku mahu pulang pulang pulangg!! :)

Bla Bla again v2! :)

satu kerja yg malas nak buat :--> UPLOAD Picx..
Kira lebih rajin la nak wat report n assignment..

Ermm DINNER was fantastic!
Seriosz it is..
But Our Dean, he speaks to long la weii..
We r getting Hungry, HUNGRIER than ever..
Pluss all VIPs cm soooo late!

And when makan time, wahh a bit dissapointed la..
BUFFET style, must berebut abit..
But ya i did it.. I took alot anyway.. HAHA..
But noe me, i x finish it all.. Esp. da Sayurz n Da Mushroom..
I scared of fungus now, after Microbs lecture.! :( Poyo je..
Asooo da food not so nice u noe..
A 5star hotel (Crowne Plaza Hotel) but da food jus like cafe's food.
Spagetti cair, then nasi goreng yg mcm hangus..
But coss i'm soo hungry, i jus eat them all..


Btw, Dr. Shahriza, u r awesome, soo COOL !
I neva tot my lecturers r soo COOL ! Ur LENKA show is damn Cool wehh..
Superb! Salute, cya at Amalan Farmasi tml! :D


Wahh i abit dissapointed..
I realy realy realy wana take picx with this person, but ...
Wahh wahh i din gt the chance.. 'He/She' is surrounded by soo many ppl!
So i kinda shy n cant wait cos the bus r leaving!


But ya, i love u guys...
Alll my coursemates! Ivy, Sinne, evan..
Datin nabeela, my new scandal! ;)
All 6E's girls, though yal late, but OK la.. HAHA..
Japan/Korean style really afected ur mind rite, haaha..
Asoo Tim, ermm ur piano play is great la..
Sooo Nice, i noe u r hungry tat time.. HAHA !
but lol jus tk one picx with u.. I dissapointed la.. ;)


Now, waiting for GOOD news! ;)

Sedang berfikir utk dapatkan ilham creative

untuk pelaksanaan tugasan berikutnya..

I need ppl yg pakar dlm computer,

designing semua untuk assignment terbaru!

Wahai teman-teman, bantulah..

Capu dalam kesusahan! :(

Emo-ing Lagi !

Hermm malam tadi sy bengang..

Tak (+ve) betul !

Bukan saya tapi orang itu..

"Never feel happiness even once in ur life" ???

Poyo, mmg WAJIB masuk Pengurusan EMOSI !

Apa anda tiada adrenaline k? tiada dopamine k? Tiada oxytocin k?

Tiada hormone-hormone berkaitan k?

Penipuan !! ..

Dalam banyak2 benda, EMOSI sndiri pun tak tahu evaluate.

Then, anda sangat memeningkan kepala sy dengan kata2 itu pada setiap hari!

Smp aku pun benci kelas Pengurusan Emosi! :(

( ** Asoo dengan lecturer yg FFK! )

Then, case seorang wanita..

please please please stop la gaya gediks shy-shy cat la konon..

Its soooooo irritating, smp i pun nak pengsan!

U noe wat nex time u find sm1 yg sama 'smell' dgn u dlm hal2 berkenaan OK!

We all semua anak remaja yg belum 20 yrs soo jgn pk jadi Datin!

(( Opss Datin Nabeela, dis is not abou You ok?

You Datin hebat sii, but tis girl... :< ))

Apa apapun berbulu je i dgn you, hu hu hu..

** Pss :: I ve decided --> SILVER !! =)

EMO-ing !

Lama tak jumpa kawan-kawan lama..

BOSANNYA rasa, Rasa tak bertenaga..

Everyday buka BUKU, search JOURNALS..

STUDY Study Studyyy ! :(

Boleh pecah kepala..

Ohh Ohh ya ya, Hari ini saya sangat EMO !

sakit mata, sakit perut, sakit kepala..

dengan ketidakselesaan yg agak tinggi ..

And ke'sleepy'an yg agak maximum !! ;)

Hope dapat cari tempat yg tak ada buku.. :)

Except utk Fantasy Novel la ! HAHA..

take care.

( btw : SILVER or BLACK ?? ` pls repli b4 13th March)

Halooo !

HI Hi !!

Lama tak updates..

Sangat BUSY Busy dan busyy ..

Lab + Practical + Assignment + presentation + report + tutorials + extra act! =(

Takde idea nak tulis apa..

Tapi, lately mmg busy gila.. Sangat EMO !!~

Lama tak balik rumahh, akan menetap di sini every wk till April ..

And latest news Sems break yg tak BREAK ! :(

Exams Coming UP!

Three weeks to go.. Wah wahh wahhh ! ;(

btw, tomolo SPM Results cm out!

GOOD Luck all SPM Takers! ;)

Asoo my brother .. Huhu.

And good luck asoo UKM for coming dinner nite! :)

And, and and...

SUPER Junior in Malaysia this March!

Tapi tak dapat pergi...

Apapun tunggu TVXQ n SS501! Hehe..

( Psss : Lama tak tengok wayang ! )

MengDOWNLOAD Drama Korea and Japan! :D


I MISS la Matsumoto Jun! ;)
Walaupun ada Shin Woo-hyung and Ji Hoo-sunbae,
Jun tetap dihati! :D
* i like this! *


Semalam watch video ada artis korea, A meniru gaya RAINISM Rain!
Tau tak saper RAIN??
Ala, RAIN yg SEXY, COOL and FAMOUS Tuu?? ;)
Dia berlakon Ninja Asassin tu dgn body tahap 5 star la! HAHA..
Tapi serioz seminat mana pun i dengan A..
Tapi sorry to say la.. RAIN Memang TERBAIK La! :D


>> Apala ngarut2, report banyak tak siap! =( <<