Tuesday, September 29, 2009

3 WEEKS to FINAL Exam..=(


yosh~~

less than 3 weeks to final n still had not complete studying..
banyak sgt :: anatomy, physio, Biochems, Gen. Chems, IP..
Tak cukup lagi ada Falsafah Alam, Politik, Hubungan Etnik..
semua kena baca, semua nak kena faham concept, theory, hafal formula,
hafal itu hafal ini.. lama2 otak pun BEKU!!
and if u pikir i TAK BETUL rite now,
memang BETUL la tekaan korang tue...
Bukan GILA jus STRESS!!

Saper le btaw.. do u think i nie salah pilih course k?
and saper yg can help me now..
huhuhu.. rasa cam desperate giler, rasa DOWN skrg..
kelas melambak siang hari, malam college act..
peliknya, caner la nk hadapi
Bila masa nak studi, bila masa nak menyiapkan assignment..
rasa FRUST plak

tak tahu la final exam nie
i tried my best, study as hard as i can..
nak SCORE..
1st Class Degree macam susah jer dapat :: My lecturer yg Cakap
And Utk orang cam aku yg mcm belajar pun takde la HEBAT,
STOP Dreaming la for it till u dah betul put on effort sepanjang masa pandang buku..
Huhu, at Least 2nd Class Degree..

Kenapa la aku nie cam tak betul la..
Susah gakk nak belajar, nak cite kat parents pun takle..
Coss EXPECTATIONS dari semua pihak sangat HIGH..
Takkan nak dissapoint my parents n let go everything..
Kira bahagia la sekarang :: Belajar pun dapat SCHOLAR..
Jus ensure yg u tak kantoi >> But ni tak penah jadi MOTO Hidup aku..

I'm not da type who wud be HAPPY jus dgn setakat PASS!
hurm tapiii .. hanya tUHAN yang tahu betapa berat OTAK aku sekarang..
Concentration takde :: So pegang buku lama sangat pun takde manfaat..

hurmph, i really need someone who can help me RECOVER dari Stage ini..
I need to SCORE Well, I need to be MORE Competent like b4..
i takle setakat CAKAP Kosong bagi nasihat Suruh Orang belajar!!
Camner nie!??..

ps :: I betul2 STRESS skrg! Sooo, everything kat sini is da TRUTH!
walaupun Facebook Quiz cakap i 83% Undepressed but i noe better ..
I still NOT da Happiest Person on Earth..
and..,
When Tis OVER :: Will Go To Place Where I Belongs - Back To Family & Society!=p




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