3 WEEKS to FINAL Exam..=(

yosh~~

less than 3 weeks to final n still had not complete studying..

banyak sgt :: anatomy, physio, Biochems, Gen. Chems, IP..

Tak cukup lagi ada Falsafah Alam, Politik, Hubungan Etnik..

semua kena baca, semua nak kena faham concept, theory, hafal formula,

hafal itu hafal ini.. lama2 otak pun BEKU!!

and if u pikir i TAK BETUL rite now,

memang BETUL la tekaan korang tue...

Bukan GILA jus STRESS!!

Saper le btaw.. do u think i nie salah pilih course k?

and saper yg can help me now..

huhuhu.. rasa cam desperate giler, rasa DOWN skrg..

kelas melambak siang hari, malam college act..

peliknya, caner la nk hadapi

Bila masa nak studi, bila masa nak menyiapkan assignment..

rasa FRUST plak

tak tahu la final exam nie

i tried my best, study as hard as i can..

nak SCORE..

1st Class Degree macam susah jer dapat :: My lecturer yg Cakap

And Utk orang cam aku yg mcm belajar pun takde la HEBAT,

STOP Dreaming la for it till u dah betul put on effort sepanjang masa pandang buku..

Huhu, at Least 2nd Class Degree..

Kenapa la aku nie cam tak betul la..

Susah gakk nak belajar, nak cite kat parents pun takle..

Coss EXPECTATIONS dari semua pihak sangat HIGH..

Takkan nak dissapoint my parents n let go everything..

Kira bahagia la sekarang :: Belajar pun dapat SCHOLAR..

Jus ensure yg u tak kantoi >> But ni tak penah jadi MOTO Hidup aku..

I'm not da type who wud be HAPPY jus dgn setakat PASS!

hurm tapiii .. hanya tUHAN yang tahu betapa berat OTAK aku sekarang..

Concentration takde :: So pegang buku lama sangat pun takde manfaat..

hurmph, i really need someone who can help me RECOVER dari Stage ini..

I need to SCORE Well, I need to be MORE Competent like b4..

i takle setakat CAKAP Kosong bagi nasihat Suruh Orang belajar!!

Camner nie!??..

ps :: I betul2 STRESS skrg! Sooo, everything kat sini is da TRUTH!

walaupun Facebook Quiz cakap i 83% Undepressed but i noe better ..

I still NOT da Happiest Person on Earth..

and..,

When Tis OVER :: Will Go To Place Where I Belongs - Back To Family & Society!=p

Raya Lagi!

25 Sept 2009 : Another Great Memory!!

Macam terlalu cepat masa berlalu la.. Now back in UKM !!

Hope masa tu kekal jerrr..

{ Picture to be Upload Soon.. }

Anyway SORRY to all kalau ada antara me and my gang >> Tindakan, Kata-kata atau Perbuatan yang menyinggung hati.. Tulus Ikhlas dari Hati, kita tak bermaksud pun nak hurt any of u atau nak memusnahkan impian k harapan ker... semuanya terjadi atas dasar persahabatan dan kekeluargaan.. I dunno how u look into this tapi mmg takde niat pun nak mensia-siakan apa yang dah terbina selama nie coss kitorang pun menghargai semuanya sebaik-baiknya..

we won't meet each other kalau tak berdasarkan kepada persatuan ini... then of corss for years we'v been here n till now kami bw identity tu takkan senang itu nak lupa...

So, SORRY Again! I'm not the type yg tahu handle tis kind of thing atau melafazkan kata-kata terbaik untuk ini.. Tapi Tulus Ikhlas SELAMAT HARI RAYA, Maaf Zahir Dan Batin!

Happy Raya!=)

Selamat Hari Raya again...

hehe.. tis year raya memang pelik, erm maybe now i am in da pre-adult stage..

tak paham??

erm kira di university life la di mana u study at da same time now u still have to plan 4 future.. kat sini la u akan harungi cabaran paling besar dlm hidup : nak ENJOY, nak LEPAK, nak STUDY : nak itu nak ini tapi kena pandai decide la coss apa pun yg u buat akan effect ur life totally... oh yeah, tis year takde banyak masa nak buat preparation raya tau! most of da time kat class - lectures, assignment!! anyway semua tu dah berlalu.. cuti seminggu raya a.k.a mid-sems break nie mmg dimanfaatkan sebaiknya la.. tak tahu la kenapa coss camana pun still kurang feel raya tue.. huhu.

Okokok, u noe wat i nie kira untung la cos my parents pun OK ( understanding gakla pada anak dia nie!=p ), and i ada group of frenss yang sgt hebat dan loyal and True!! herm some of u akan paham, some takkan paham.. hehe..

Aktiviti Before Raya...

Friday - A day with Aiman and Ekin

erm aiman n ekin nie..., hehe. one of my BFF la. aiman sejak form 4 my buddy, ekin dulu musuh ketat. tak tahu macam mana (dikurnia hidayah allah) maka ekin n i pun jadi kawan baik.. n we all bcm closer day by day.. haha.. erm,ekin n aiman sekarang scandal tempatan! haha.. betul tak betul, jus wait n see la.. hehe. some of us rasa mereka dua nie serasi, haha. pergi sana sini together n aiman awis drive ekin mother's car! haha.. dorang nie pun ada minat yang sama : tapi sejauh mana pun hubungan mereka, bergantung pada takdir.. hehe.

okok actually i nak cakap Friday tue, kami tiga keluar dari 10 pagi till 12am.. haha.. gila lama, my dad call hundreds of times la tapi nak wt caner selain dr wat bodo aja... haha.. kami melawat ke Low Yat Plaza, TS, Sunway Pyramid, Alam Sentral n destinasi terakhir iaitu Yala Tom Yam di kampung halamanku... haha.. Cakap nak gempak jer.. di sini la kita melaksanakan Misi Shopping! Laptop, Kamera, Clothes, Handbag, Kasut...... Tapi di akhir cerita, hanya Aiman dapat Baju Melayu nya., i plak tak jumpa lagi Baju Raya yang blh menambat hatiku.,.. hehe.

Saturday - A day with Lim Jean Nie and Chow Leong Chin

erm tis wan pelik sikit! hehe.. Jean kehilangan her ic!! gila! and our mission pergi check di MAXIS centre Bt Tinggi.. tapi, satu hal la kenapa la kita tak terpikir yang nie kan weekend then da centre sure closed maa.. tapi kita pergi juga, tgk2 close. OKla nest JUSCO BBT! hehe. We watch G-Force! best tau,, a Must watch movie.. then we go shopping, find new shoes and my baju kurung!! haha.. At last found it, but in KLANG Parade la.. huhu

Sunday - 1st Raya

Wow tis raya memang pelik.. tak tahu la kenapa, takde feeling tau! tapi apa pun sempurnalah ibadat puasa dlm bulan ramadhan.. and selamat gak bermaafan n dapat duit Raya! hehe.,. dah besar pun dapat tau! haha..

Ok, tis RAYA story will continue soon.............=p

why??

Cosssssss it is so SPECIAL to mee! da best, best time la..

picture to be upload soon..

Selamat Hari Raya!=) ..

YOSSHee~~

Again TIPS Sambutan Hari Raya Terbaik..

1. Be back home b4 Raya

2. get all ur clothess : Iron b4 wearing them

3. Deco ur house as NICE as Possible : eg my house --> we celeb RAYA but my Dad, he so excited to decorate the house, paint it n buy pokok perhiasan and when u see it it MORE like Christmas Celeb cos Twinkle Light all over da places

4. Buy Ur Favorites Cookies, Biscuits, Sweet!=p

5. PUASA Secukupnya dan sebaiknya so pada 1 Syawal u akan merasai nikmat yg dijanjikan!

6. Ask FORGIVENESS fr Family and Frens : dun wait till 1st Day Raya k??

- jus say SORRY and show ur sincerity >> Its not hard doink!

7. Drive Safely and Carefully till u reach ur destination

- Go for Car Service, take a good rest, sleep for a while if u feel cleepy...

- da best way drive home with ur family >> Chat, Laugh, Jokes, Talk!! but still dun be soo EXCITED be alert to ensure Safety!=)

8. anddd be prepared for it : Ur Hair, ur Face, Ur Body

- well dressed on that day

- keep watch on ur money plus dun 4get to see any signs to get DUIT Raya!=p

- take lots lottttsssssss MORE of Pictures wit Family and Frenss!! its a memory guys, u can neva turn back da time ( unless we r in harry potter and Prisoner of Azkaban!=p)

anyway, RAYA is a very PRECIOUS day!

u not supposed to waste MONEY but jus spend on ur needs

dun overspend : BERSEDERHANAlah dalam belanja

We need to celebrate it with..

PASSION + HAPPINESS + SINCERITY + LOVEEE + CARE

sooo stay around and spent time with ur LOVED ones during the EIDS..

!! Jgn main Mercun, Jgn Merempit, Jgn Berlumba Haram

Think of ur Loved ones... ~~ have a safe journey!

Selamat Hari Raya!=)

helooowaa....

Dalam 2009 ini :: sudah 27 days kita berpuasa..

lol means 3 MORE Days to Raya la..

OMG.., i tak siap prepare lagi..

Many things tak siap >> My room, Baju Raya, Shoes, Bags, Foods..

lol wat a busy week...

Thanks to GOD and aso to management of UKM,

coss we are allowed to go Home starting today!

Actually all lecturers aso wana celebrate Raya tats y we get 1 day off, haha..

looo so Tomolo is a damn busy day..

i hav to go out with Ekin, Aiman, Jean Nie, leong Chin..

U noe we need to lepaks together cos after raya all of us will be

entering da most CRITICAL stage of life >> EXAMSSSSSSSSSS..

herm, i will go back Klang tonite... haha..

gaya macam bertahun tak balik plak!=p

anyway i MISS KLANG sooo muchhh tau!!

haha, da people, da food, da mall and aso my family and cats family!! haha..

so di kesempatan ini...

WIShing all of u guys....,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!

MaafZahir & Batin...

Be Happy and Lets Get Together tis week..

aso take gud care of health..

take care of ur safety and drive carefully on the road..

lurve u, muaxhhkzs...

Story Of My Life! =)

u noe what : I can't STOP Laughing for amos an hour now!! haha...

its damn funny..

i'm facebooking as usual comment here, and comment there...

then i feel so bengang, i canot tahan edi cos i damn HUNGRY rite now!! haha

so i talk to this girl >> one of my BEST, da one who has been wit me for years...

For those who knows, i'm referring to Jean Nie of course,.. =p

haha... lol, for sure we are interested on the same thing, same same thing haha..

Movie, books, songs and many more la..

so unexpectedfly >> Tonite kononnya both of us wana study..

OOPs yar, i in UKM Kl and she's at home in KLang.. hehe

Continue...

study larrr nie then we terjumpa plak one interesting quiz...

Guess what!?? haha

## How many children will u have? ( in facebook, try it out ppl! )

So i do first la the quiz... haha, then the results is sooo funny u noe..

i can't resist but i simply ask her to go do da same quiz..

{ 2nd Fact bou both of us >> 90% of quizzes, we gt the same result!!=p }

so then, the result ....

** Sapura : will have 6 children

- at age 24 : twin boys. name : Nathan and Noah. age 26, a baby girl called Millie.

then a boy called Simon when i am 29.then at age 33, i will hav another set of twins called Kian(boy) and Michaela(girl)

** Jean : will hav 3 children

- 2 girls and a boy : Siana, Mia, Alfie

she will get Alfie at age 26, Siana when she's 28 and at age 33 : MIA ;) hehe...

then, we continue do other baby- or wedding-related quizzes in facebook!!

and da resultsss aso Damn Funny! haha..

ony we knows laaaaa..=p

So we r planning to deliver baby at same hospital : haha...

B4 tis, we also plan to stay nearby each other ony.. haha... To get married and to bcm neighbour after buy house.. hehe,... can go work together, lepak together, if gado wit husband can lari to each others house!! haha..

Erm we aso wan to raise our children together, haha.. thinking that it wud be nice if our kidos can extend our friendship : become a really GOOD frens, spent time and grow up together! haha,like we both used to be till now still together.. hehe.

lol.. what a DREAM.. hehe.. how NICE if it really comes TRUE..!

hahaha.. no worries will LOOK into it soon... haha =p

Apapun both of us still studying..

she's in STPM and i need to finish my Degree., lol...

We need to excellently finish studies then go workkk., earn money,..

Still a long way to go, haha...

But wateva it is, dun woliiii...

hahaha.. We'l stay CONNECTED!=p

pssss,.. haha, i pun dah pening!;)

The UGLY Truth! =)

thumbs up babe!

memang cekap, memang hebatla..

haha...

yo i go watch tis movie with Jean Nie, Lim =p

( nice time together : we eat SATAY together, gossiping! )

When i watch this movie, i cudn STOP laughing fr beginning till da end..

Aso at the same time : all kind of emotions arose ( emo me!=p)

REALLY~~!!! ; go watch and see..

u will feel>> Happy+Sad+Angry+Afraid+Confused+Blessed =D

erm, its NOT like any other movie..

How UGLY is da TRUTH??

Ony u can answer it when it really happens to you...

It really makes me realise of something,

that u lead ur life,,..

Be ursev, dun try to become others..

Even to ur Boyfrend : dun pretend to be sooo innocent, loving, caring, kind woman if u r not!

{ in other words dun be Hypocrite la... }

Appreciate others around u k?? they can give u help wheneva necessary..

dun awiz try to criticise or look down on someone cos we dunno their ability, skills~~ yet..

So take times to get to noe ppl around u, to understand them and giv them chance laa..

Aso be true to ursev la : jus admit it when u love someone..

sometime we need to be a bit selfish la, but its for our own good! (certain things ony k??)

if u wana noe more about it :>> Go watch it ursev la..

its really a good movie, u wont be wasting ur time and money wan,...

TRUST me, hehe...

yarrr, jus tis : Hoe UGLY is Da Truth?? in Real Life.~~

Da UGLY-ness and BEAUTI-ness is the SPICE of Life..

so, pandai-pandaila decide the BEST for ur life!=)

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finallyyyy.....

lol.. duno wat happen to me..

macam hilang arah plus hidup tak terurus!! huahua..

guys esp 1st year Undergraduate Pharmacy, UKM!!=)

Congrats cos u manage to control ur emotion aso has done vr well for the exam..

for getting da beest result for da exam!! (da best tat u can do la..)

In other words :>> u get back wat u've work for..

hehe...

student who like me, unprepared and buta-BUTA je sit for da exam,

u hav to accept it la..

anyway, i am HAPPY aso cos i x FAILLLLLL!!!!=p

!! OOOPsss; those who read tis sorry if i terlebih kata..

Now...

Next mission :: Final Exam --> its 4 weeks fr now guys...

* Be READY!! Study hard, do ur assignments all..

* attend all classes > attendance MORE than 70%

* Study fr now >> dun repeat the same mistakes!=D

* take a good care of ursev!

Target >> Must be a 1st Class student.. Pointer := 3.7!! lolx..

anyway,

ENJOY Ur Life..

ENJOY da Holiday..

Take a GOOD rest..

Dun be so Tense up wit LIFE..

and ....... SELAMAT HARI RAYA!! =)

Two More To Go....

Finally......

One assignment over! haha..

paling confusing punya assignment >> Pemikiran Politik Masyarakat ***

sensitive issue tp rasanya my group berjaya membentangkan dengan baik la...

Haha, thanks to u guys Evangelin especially for ur ideas dan ketenangan yg memberi keyakinan pada kita semua!=) aso to the others, yal did well aso : dun be sad jus becos Dr. Yusri asyik cakap NeXT, Next.. sebenarnya masa tak cukup...

Tp one thing yg i discover ialah :>>> My BM is getting worseeeeeeeee!!=(

even newspaper pun susah nak ckp as surat khabar.. Tp apepun dah berlalu.. semua pun OKK!!

So now to u guys plssss be ready for the next assignment :

- English

- Human Genome Project ( Killer babe! )

Ok have a nice day..

Happy studying!=) and take a good rest..

erm tak tahu kenapa ada banyak idea sekarang..

maybe, coss stress jap lagi ada presentation..

Let me share some info wit u ..

humphh..,

1. u wonder why i choose reality & fantasy as title??

* i aso duno.. i created tis blog early, early morning [3am+ lidat]

then i do lots of harry potter quizes.. n u noe wat my imagination control center in medulla oblongata works vr well sooo i awiz imagining things !! da GOOD one ok?

* i wana be hermione granger : help Harry Potter fight Voldemort But i noe MAGICAL world do not exists so here i gt da idea for reality & fantasy! =p

* Plus i duno wat i wana write in here.. my frens noes vr well how my ''brain worksss'',

so i jus take it laaaaaa... haha

2. u noe why i LOVE Klang soooooooo much??

* Becos its where i belong : place i hav many friends, many best friend,

* place i grown up, place where i spend most of my time

* Cos my HOUSE is there

* Becos i hav lts of MEMORY here.. soooooo powerful, so valuable, so precious, n etc..

3. u noe wat is da best time i eva had??

>>>>>>>>>>>>>> all my life : i neva regret any one of it

- sadness, happiness, loneliness, sleeplessness =p, etc

* being with my BEST of BEST of BEST of BESTies.. haha

- i duno how to say tis but i was lucky (realii!!) to meet u guys.. haha..

- i hav all da GOOD and NICE and SINCERE people around me + my loving family

!! So enjoy tis life to the MAX, appreciate what u have!=)

so......

SUCCESS means work for it, neva give up

FRIENDSHIP means loyalty

LOVE means honesty

LIFE means never give up, face all of it, never regret n appreciate everything

Conclusion >> Appreciate ur life! You are da luckiest person.. You are born for a reason soo neva regret ur time!=)

ppppppppsst >> one of the way my brain works! =p)) hhaha

Selamat Hari Raya =)

Raya Coming!!

today (110909) is da 23rd Day of Ramadhan..

herm tapi i tak buat persiapan pun..

Cam biasa la BAJU Raya, KASUT Raya, BILIK Raya, RUMAH Raya, KUIH Raya and macam2 raya laa..

hahaha.. SEMANGAT Habis!!

So pada malam ini juga setelah habis class (8pm =( ) maka saya akan pulang ke kampung halaman di Klang yang mengambil masa 45 mins dari UKM KL nie.. haha.. Dekat ker??

MISI ku di kg halaman >>

SHOPPING laaa...

so kpd teman-temanku yg telah menerima msg utk SHOP dgn ku,

please be READY yaaa??? hahaha..

Semangat giler ni esp. nak jumpa korang laaaa...

papepun salah satu agenda tis weekend...

PESTA TANGLUNG 2009

So marilah beramai-ramai hadir dan memeriahkan serta mengambil peluang bertemu

SAPURA di sana!! Bukan senang tau nak jumpa..

Hehe.. Sampai di sini sahaja..

Hope to c ya soon!=p

This is some interesting info about human physiology... =)

Scientific Explanation Of Love

Generally, we understand and defined LOVE as an intense feeling that causes fondness toward someone or something. In a conference on love 30 years ago held in the US, the delegates has agreed that love is a ‘cognitive-affective’ state characterized by intrusive and aggressive fantasizing concerning the reciprocity of amorant feelings by the amorance.

There are scientific explanations of love lies between. We, HUMAN is a complex organism in which our body functions are regulated mainly by neurotransmitter and hormones action. This regulation may cause changes in action as well as emotions after integrating process occur in the Limbic System of the Brain. Caudate nucleus which lies deep inside the midbrain is very sensitive towards emotional changes and the rate of activity of caudate nuclei indicate the level of passion of the human towards the object.

There are 3 main stages involved when fallen in love :

· Stage 1 : LUST – a development of feeling

>> Driven by the hormone : Estrogen and Progesterone that pull us out of control

- Depends on that person, this stage may proceed to the next stage or dies out as hormonal secretion depletes

· Stage 2 : Attraction – a love-struck phase

>> stage when we start to lose appetite, sleeplessness and low concentration in things we have to do.

- They will experience palm sweating, increase in heartbeat ( esp. when that person was around!=p ), become breathless, can think rationally, stutter and feels as if they have butterflies in stomach

# All 3 monoamines are regulated by PEA (phenylethlyamine)

è PEA : control transition fr lust to love

: brings us to state of euphoria, excitement and secretion of odors to seduce our partner

>> Hormones : Monoamines

i. Noradrenaline (NA) and serotonin à Excite us!

-high focus, hyperactive,sleeplessness(without feeling sleepy) and weird behavior

ii. Dopamine à Make us happy

-bring us to state of euphoria, craving and addiction

-bring partner closer together

· Stage 3 : Attachment/Bonding

>> Oxytocin

è Strengthen bond between partner

- It is released by both sexes

- During orgasm : the amount released increased up to 5x normal secretion

# it give sexual pleasure

>> Vasopressin (NA)

è Strengthen bond and arouse jealousy between partners

>> Endorphins ( eg : morphins )

è Causes Longevity Of Love

In relationship, sometimes CONFLICTS arouse…

This may be due to the fact that hormonal secretion are not long-lasting!!

Hormones secretion will depletes over time as stimulus declines.

· Low [NA] >> weakened bond, failure to communicate nicely

· Low [Serotonin] >> panic, anxiety, depression, aggression

!! Flirtation may decrease serotonin and NA [ ]

!! Ego >> may cause depletion in oxytocin and serotonin

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